would it be internalized asiaphobia if i consider myself both asian and white? /gen
for context im turkish and i consider myself asian since my country has central asian roots but also as a child i thought white just meant someone with a light skin and didnt know asian counted as a race so i have always believed i was white. even though some people consider me only asian i still feel white because of my childhood belief and i stereotypically """look""" white, i mean i have posted selfies before and people mostly assumed i was white. i was also told i look "too white" for an asian so i feel like saying im asian is lying. when introducting myself online i just say im asian not to confuse people but still im not exactly sure about my race and im tired of questioning it all the time
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