#no mindset grindset

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My minds don't really have any jobs, they're kinda just mindsets that take over me from time to time and that's okay :]

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Low-key this might become my nonsystem plural blog along with my polyminds stuff buuuut

For the last several y e a r s I've always seen my brain/person as 2, before I ever realized being plural was a thing I knew my head was split in two, there's Me™️ and my Brain™️, I'm the silly guy who likes to have fun and can have a mental breakdown from time to time, my Brain is the all logics part + the voice in my head that I don't control, it looks at everything in a scientific way without emotions while I'm always full of emotions or no emotion(In a sad way not in a logical way) and I think it's interesting that I've kinda just always operated in this way, knowing that there's Me and my Brain but having never really connected it to the concept of plurality till now

"My brain is telling me to sleep but I wanna stay up"

"I should probably eat (Brain) but I'm busy doing something else right now (Me)"

Brain switching in to give logical advice to people while I sympathize/empathize with others

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So... Bad news

While trying to update my polymind page, it somehow duplicated Dess's profile onto Misfortunes and now I lost everything for my Misfortune profile and I cannot for the life of me remember what was on there other then gambling and tarot cards and perhaps the tv host thing but I know I had so much more written </3

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Come up with a creative name for my ds' or just keep using my regular normal name

Mmmh decisions decisions

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I've mentioned it before on this blog about how for years, since I was a kid, I always felt like me and my 'brain' were two different people and in that post I described what I feel vs what my Brain feels and I think recently, Brain has become more separate, taking on the name Florian

He's like an extremely indistinct facet headmate, even just saying 'he' feels weird because that's basically me but slightly different but he is also different, just not as much as anyone else in the system

It kinda feels like I just cloned myself and he took all annoying 'logic over emotions' feelings and also being super nature obsessed

And even with the more separation that's happened recently, I'm not actually sure where he fits, headmate? Yeah I guess but it just kinda feels like me, we share basically everything in common except he's more human, a more distinct mind? This feels more right, technically but he's almost too distinct if that makes sense

I'm not even sure if we should have different emojis,, he's kinda always here, randomly taking control

I'd also like to add at one point when this guy was starting to separate more and took full control of the body, he made his own accounts for every social media like a month ago

"Oh, yeah I'm just experimenting with a different online name!" lies lies lies Florian is a whole ass guy who's kinda just me but also himself

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My brain contains two demons, one is asking me "Is wearing a lanyard cringe?" and the other is telling me "why do we give a fuck if it's cringe? Life's too short, we can wear a lanyard if we want"

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My brain contains two demons, one is asking me "Is wearing a lanyard cringe?" and the other is telling me "why do we give a fuck if it's cringe? Life's too short, we can wear a lanyard if we want"

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It's very weird rethinking the plurality thing again (in a non system way) like the knight thing is probably still D3rlord3 (headmate???) but also I'm my own knight as well, but I'm also an Addams but I'm also Bocchi right now and it all feels different from me being permashifted/kinshifted as Jack Frost but also sometimes it feels the same as a kinshift

it's all very weird but all I know is I'm a knight who's also an Addams and Bocchi and D3rlord3 are still fighting for the discord pfp rights, I think if Bocchi was here more then he'd win it lol