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This is our Polymind Blog + My non system Plural Blog .ᐟ
Each of my minds have their own tag and when I'm not in any mindset but I'm still talking about my polymindedness I use #no mindset grindset
You can check out all my minds here↓
All my different mindsets
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Going shopping makes me both so excited for the future and also a little sad that we're still stuck with our family
I'm so ready to decorate and get the things we want to put in our own space but we're still gonna be stuck at home for so so long
I want shelves to put all our stuff on and I want just the random cute little things I see but then there's also that fear that if we get too much stuff then it'll be harder to move it out and then there's the knowing we won't be able to move out for so so long
There's a few things keeping us back but the biggest in our mind is not having a job, the economy is in shambles and everyone knows the job market is awful right now, even if we could drive we'd still need to buy a car with money and buy gas
Our degree is also gonna be so hard to get a "good" job (in the eyes of our mother/family) and even then the job market sucks ass right now!!!
Not moving out also means not being ourselves for longer
But the idea being gone from here, going no contact with family and living with my qpp + friends feels awesome, sounds amazing, even if it'll take so much longer then I want, it'll feel so good when it happens, a room where I can put pride flags up, a place I can be myself without someone judging us
Even if I have no idea how we're gonna get there, I'm so excited for the future
Whimsical hippie goblincore outfits... Ough you will be mine one day
Feeling very giddy about my knight stickers i bought :33 I can't wait for those to come in the mail!!
New reasons to want to live somewhere grounded instead of in a van: I can have so many bird feeders and bird baths along with all my plants
In a perfect world, The Red Lantern devs fix their game so i can live my fantasy of being a dog musher and living in a cabin instead of just being stuck in a loop at the end of the game
My heart is too whimsical for this world, what do you mean im not a mage healer on a quest to prove myself righteous with a group of like minded individuals
I just want to play cards with my pals in a tavern and go foraging on our walks from dungeon to dungeon
They put me in knight yearning, I NEED A SWORD!!! I need to kiss another knight!! With our helmets still on because it's silly!!! I need to ride a horse!! I need to look at other knights!! Because armor is hot!!
Come up with a creative name for my ds' or just keep using my regular normal name
Mmmh decisions decisions
Scouring pintrest for knight stuff to quench my thirst because tiktok won't load anything
Coming back to that knight mindset randomly and immediately remembering that hamster plushy at the mall I never bought... my hammy :[[[ I miss it, I need that plushy
There's this guy on tiktok who makes peasant videos related to current events or just taking regular phrases and whatnot and making them old timey in medieval language and I fuck with it so hard when, it makes me hit those medieval timey feels (which is a good portion of our mindsets now a days)
I've mentioned it before on this blog about how for years, since I was a kid, I always felt like me and my 'brain' were two different people and in that post I described what I feel vs what my Brain feels and I think recently, Brain has become more separate, taking on the name Florian
He's like an extremely indistinct facet headmate, even just saying 'he' feels weird because that's basically me but slightly different but he is also different, just not as much as anyone else in the system
It kinda feels like I just cloned myself and he took all annoying 'logic over emotions' feelings and also being super nature obsessed
And even with the more separation that's happened recently, I'm not actually sure where he fits, headmate? Yeah I guess but it just kinda feels like me, we share basically everything in common except he's more human, a more distinct mind? This feels more right, technically but he's almost too distinct if that makes sense
I'm not even sure if we should have different emojis,, he's kinda always here, randomly taking control
I'd also like to add at one point when this guy was starting to separate more and took full control of the body, he made his own accounts for every social media like a month ago
"Oh, yeah I'm just experimenting with a different online name!" lies lies lies Florian is a whole ass guy who's kinda just me but also himself
I need to be more grunge, I need to be more 1990-2000s teen boy core
It's a need
Me when I can't draw and the OC/human sona/whatever the hell is going on with Florian is too specific to find a good face claim and he wants one so badly
My brain contains two demons, one is asking me "Is wearing a lanyard cringe?" and the other is telling me "why do we give a fuck if it's cringe? Life's too short, we can wear a lanyard if we want"
My brain contains two demons, one is asking me "Is wearing a lanyard cringe?" and the other is telling me "why do we give a fuck if it's cringe? Life's too short, we can wear a lanyard if we want"