AU!Allen in his Clown attire, yes he has his hair back and yes those are golden Noah eyes. This drawing means a lot to me.
Today is a little special day as ... it's my birthday.
I am quite emotional about that day because there is a lot of negativity attached from the past therefore I grasp for every straw of positivity I can find. And my AU is a happy place for me. This is Allen at the end of the AU, I worked over 2 years on the fic and still work on outtake chapters but the main/published storyline comes to an end today. Yes it's intentional to post it today.
I am very grateful I got so much positive words and love for the whole fic and I am even more grateful for what the fandom has given me over the last 3 years as I was completely burned out in any creative form, I never would have thought to go back to writing, to go back to cosplay, to finally grow as a person again. It truly means the world to me right now.
I decided to .... have this illustration tattooed. I am scheduled for it on the 26 July. It goes on my left arm together with the other DGM tattoos I have but having an own illustration on my arm is something else and I have struggled with my art yes, but this one here hold so many positive things and it will be a constant reminder for this.
