Dont leave me… Blinky x reader angst
It started out as a feeling
Which then grew into a hope
He didn't realise it at first, how you had made his heart flutter every time or how he'd fumble over his words whenever he was around you,
Which then turned into a quiet thought
Which then turned into a quiet word
He loved it when you let him fumble with you're h/c locks and when you helped teach him about human cultures such as food, clothing or trends!
And then that word grew louder and louder
'Til it was a battle cry
It was Aaarrrgghh who had made him realise how he felt about, it was just after you and the others had left the larger troll pointed it out
"Blinky, like y/n right?"
I'll come back
When you call me
And ever since then he's pretty much been hooked on them since, always taking every chance he could get just to speak to them, he always tried his best to make Y/n smile or laugh
No need to say goodbye
He remembered when he had confessed to you, he was so nervous and jittery as you and he walked around the Heartstone explaining the history of troll kind as he did so.
Just because everything's changing
Doesn't mean it's never been this way before
"That actually happens? Damm, I feel bad" you had chuckled slightly which made his heart flutter as he fiddled with his fingers behind his back with one set of hands as he used his other pair to search round in his pockets for the necklace he had gotten as he listened to you speak
"It's really beautiful down here, I wish I lived here"
All you can do is try to know who your friends are
After a while, you and he had stopped at an area that had the perfect view of troll market and that's when he finally asked you to be his mate, to say you where happy was an understatement you were ecstatic, you, of course, said yes much to Blinky's delighted.
As you head off to the war
Pick a star on the dark horizon
And follow the light
From then on each of you were by each others side but whenever you two weren't it was either because you were at work during the day or he was busy training Jim
You'll come back when it's over
No need to say goodbye
You'll come back when it's over
During and after the event of Jim heading to the Darklands you had been there to help everyone through it, but when Blinky and Aaarrrgghh had gone to the Darklands without telling you, you were beyond pissed and worried for that matter too!
Especially since they had brought the kids in there to!
No need to say goodbye
You were asked by Vendle if you could stay about the surface for the time being as he could see bow stressed you had been about the whole thing, so you decided to focus more on you're job
Now we're back to the beginning
It's just a feeling and no one knows yet
When they had all comeback, Blinky's first priority was to see you and see you he did and you were so happy to see them all again but you did give Blinky a row for what he did and he apologised
But just because they can't feel it too
Doesn't mean that you have to forget
Let your memories grow stronger and stronger
Throughout everything, you and he stuck together and had each other back, even why Jim turned into a troll you were there when Gunmar made the eternal night you were there.
'Til they're before your eyes
You'll come back
After everything you had chosen to go to New Jersey with, when you had gotten there you met his brother and truth be told you hated him at first but you had learned to withstand him.
When they call you
But good things never last, as the years went on you had gotten older, frailer but you still stuck with him though he never seemed to get older.
No need to say goodbye
Now here Blinky sat beside your deathbed holding you're wrinkly hand as he struggled against the tears he had as you placed a hand on his cheek
You'll come back
"Don't cry blink dear, I want to see you're happy face"
You had struggled to speak out as you smiled over to him, coughing out a bit as he attempted to smile
"But, y/n my love I'm not ready for you to go"
When they call you
You had chuckled a bit at his response as you gave him a final smile
"Oh, Blinky, I'll never truly leave you,"
You brought his stonie hands over to your mouth and gave it a kiss
"I'll always be with you but you won't be able to see me, so know I love you and you're the best thing that's happened to me"
You let out a cough as you leaned back and closed your eyes as you spoke one last time
"No need to say goodbye"