I FELT this so fucking HARD. This is probably why it hurts moving on, but honey the truth is you’re dead to me. Even if it hurts. Even if it’s the hardest hurt I’m feeling currently. I’ve gotten through way worse than you’ve ever skimmed on your darkest days, and I’m sorry for how I sheltered you from my demons. That appeared to make me seem like I gave off what ever I did. Maybe I just felt you couldn’t handle my shit. Truth is. If you couldn’t handle me at OUR best. Meaning we never had a “bad”, then you never woulda been able to handle me at OUR worst. You’re afraid of commitment, and you run from anything that feels real. So honestly I’m the one who made it out unscathed. So go ahead keep doing you. Be the lethal demonic thing you are. I’m just glad I’m not the one your blazing any more. Thankfully they used sodium bicarbonate and soda acid to put me out a long time ago. Ill never catch on fire for you or because of you again. I’ll keep it on stand by incase you ever try your Bullshit again. This time I won’t have blinders on. 🤣
~ Purple jeep girl
