I briefly toyed with the idea of being a kept woman. I have a gentleman friend who came into a large sum of money. He completely adores me and would love to marry me. My problem is, I don't have romantic feelings for him. I am ashamed to say that last month and the beginning of this month I seriously considered marrying him. In the end, I just couldn't do it. I learned I can only have a relationship with someone I truly care about. The financial gains would have been great, but I would have had to live a lie. The charade would have been exhausting. I would rather be broke and emotionally free, than financially free and emotionally in prison.









