No Identity
Nothingness
I have this nothingness within me that is always one step behind my shadow,
I have this shadow that has so many Identities within,
can I step out of my shadow?
I have this blindness within me that always shows me the secrets, the secrets are open.
I have this secret that is open to the eyes to see,
can I see the secret trough my own eyes?
I have this wearable identity that has no identity, that keeps me safe from all other unwearable identities,
I have this garment that has no id,
can I use this ID?
I have this no-identity within me that has so many faces,
I have these faces that have so many identities,
can I have no ID?
I have this mystery within me that makes me half an ancient half a kid,
Can I solve my own mystery?
I have this silky thoughts within me that covers my naked skin,
Can I feel these silky thoughts?
I have this colour within me that is the absence of all other colours,
Can I you see the world through my colours?
I have this patchouli look within me that has no look alike,
Can you smell my look?
I have this silhouette within me that has there shapes inside,
I have these shapes within me that has so many forms,
Can I form my own silhouette?
I have this shell within me that has it’s own beauty,
I have this beauty within my shell that has a pearl,
Can I break this shell?
I have this onyx body with slick measures,
I have these measurements that are all over my body,
Can I erase all this numbers?
I have this country song within me that reminds me of home,
I have this home that sounds like a false melody,
Can I rewrite my last song?
I have this rocky road within me that takes me back home,
I have this country song memory within me that makes me smile,
Can I sing that memory?
I have this simple fine lines on my skin that never meet in space,
I have this space within me that never touch the outside lines,
Can I touch the space?
I have this stillness within my movements that has a character,
I still have this no-character within these movements,
Can I characterise this movement?
I have this boy within me that choose to wear black,
I have this girl within me that choose to wear white,
Can I be black and white?
I have these new raw fraying edges within my old costume that reminds me of a uniform,
I have this old uniform that is fraying my edges,
Can I use this uniform?
I have this enacting drive within me that goes beyond time,
I have this concept within me that has no time,
Can I enact time?
I have this inside within my outside that makes me together,
I have this outside within my inside that makes me apart,
Can I be inside out?
I have this hand made craft within my hands that makes me a better draft of me,
I have this draft of me that was made by hands,
Can I craft those hands?
I have these numbers & symbols patches within my dream,
I have these dreams within my mending…
Can I mend my dreams?
I am this nothingness.
I am this nothingness.
-No Identity
















