#nojtalk

[nojiko444]

Life is a real mess atm. I'm trying to get a new job and a new place to stay and it is just so unnecessary hard. Add to the mix that I apply for all of this 700km away from where I life now and see the world burn. Most people are unwilling to even give me a try, so they won't even respond. The people who try make conditions I can't meet at all (Like: "Hey I'm on the 24.-26. in that region!" "Yeah, you can visit the apartment on the 21. Take it or leave it.") And just one person willing to give me a try, but sounds TOO laidback that it seems just sus. But it's my only shot atm. But all of this combined just sends my mind in a panic spiral and it's really taking a toll on me. Ugh......

[innojicent]

Can we..... just stop with this “You have to watch this anime/cartoon/movie in the original language, or else you can’t enjoy it” shit?

Maybe other people don’t have this “problem”. But I get critized a lot for it. Honestly..... I don’t really like to watch series/animes of whatever. Cause sitting alone here and watch something without doing anything? Meh. Not my thing. I haven’t turned on my TV for...... 7-8 years now? I’ve missed so many Movies, simply because I had no one to watch them with me. Animes.... same problem as always: I had no one to watch them with me. Therefore I rarely started to watch one.

But..... from time to time I watched like.... one episode of something. The only thing, that really got me was: Steven Universe. So I’ve actually seen every season. Also I started watching My Hero Academia with a friend and love it so far. 

And here starts the problem: Everytime some folks come at me telling me, that I have to watch Animes in Japanese, cause it’s the original language.

But..... I can’t understand japanese...? So I have to get subtitles. And honestly...... If I watch something, I want to watch the animations! And not read the whole episode!

Also here’s an unpopular opinion....... I just don’t like japanese anymore. It’s a nice language. But I can’t stand most dub voices. Best example: Team Rocket Meowth from Pokemon. Gosh..... Don’t get me started about how much I HATE it. So I rather watch Animes in english, or (if theres a good dub) in german. But everytime I mention it, people look like me as if I grew a third arm on my forehead. 

And it often makes me feel so uncompfortable, that I loose interest in watching further. Just because I’m “watching it the wrong way”? Come on..... there’s no “right way”. Why else would there be different language dubs, if it’s “Japanese Voice only”? Just let people watch their stuff in a language they like, dammit!

[innojicent]

Unpopular Opinion!

Papyrus is easier to draw than Sans.

[innojicent]

Some Students and minors...

Really need to get their shit together.

In my place in Germany is schools out right now. People go on vacations, more children can be seen outside and some students take a mini-job over the holidays. Everything is normal and fine.

Now there some students at my workplace, too. They earn their first money, we have a little bit less work. Win, win! But....

I'm one of the younger worker here. Not a student and not a minor. But younger than most of my colleagues. And some students tend to think that I'm a student, too. Which is normally nice, when someone thinks you're younger. But it seems like some minors in Germany are out if their mind.

As soon as as they think you're a student, they start to get rude towards you. They block your way, when you kindly ask if you can get past, they flip a finger or even call you bad names.

You'll always have bad colleagues, who'll be rude or something but honestly? They're still 10 times better then the minors we have right now.

Why? It doesn't give them anything. I talked back at one girl who called me a cunt for no reason, saying something like "you students have no respect at all." (So not even an insult) When she realized: I'm no student, nor am I minor. She instant started rambling an apologize and that she "did not know I work here."....

So this goes out to everyone, but especially to minors who think it's funny to harass and even bully someone "in your age": stop this nonsense. Being an asshole doesn't do you any good. Being mean doesn't make You cooler or anything.it just makes you an freakin idiot. Get a brain.

I'm super annoyed because of them right now. I know so many super nice and younger people. Why can't everyone be like that?

[nojiko444]

Everyone!

Go and appreciate how sweet and nice @mercy-run is! Send them live and kisses!

Your package arrived today mercy.... thank you so freakin much! I love it! And I will definitely enjoy it xD

[innojicent]

Requests are closed again...

Yep. Sorry this went faster than expected. But life punched me in the face. Very hard. And now I'm not feeling up to it at all. My parents give me a hard time for ni freaking reason and I'm just tired of all this bullshit.

Most people didn't read or ignored the request info anyway, which was also very annoying.

BUT! The requests I got are still "valid". I keep them saved for later. There are still some I want to do, even some I sketched. But in lacking motivation and strength right now to do them.

[innojicent]

Random rambling

I'm sitting at the doctors place and have nothing better to do. So yeah I write a little bit

I got my new phone! Which is still complealy new to use for me since it's an android now. And I hate it xD but oh well I'll get used to it eventually.

In this room sits an older man, heavy breathing and making loud and rude comments. Annoying.

And I just noticed something else that annoys me a bit. I'm used to be one of the oldest or at least the middle in fandoms or with my friends. Now I'm one of the younger ones (it seems) when it comes to Undertale. Which isn't bad at all, but when people treat me like a child it's strange and annoying. I'm inexperienced af I know.... but not a young child anymore :/

Okay I had the doctor appointment before I could finish this rambling. And of course they couldn't really help me again x.x except "try to loose some weight" (I'm tired of this sentence, I tried so often without success) and get something for your shoes so it'll get better in a few months..... great a few months more pain x.x

[innojicent]

Some nice an quiet time now?

This Month was a blast till now. I had so much to do with the cosplay, the designs for Nethertale, had much to do at work, was away every Saturday and came home very late every time and in general had a lot to do. Stressful? Yes. Do I regret anything? Not at all. 

It might have been stressful, but was awesome. And I had a lot fun most of the time.

There’s only two things that annoy me to no end, atm: My Foot, because it hurts some months now, every now and then. And I ignored it. Now I pulled something last week and it got much worse. Let’s hope the doc can tell me what’s wrong.

My freakin Phone. It developes new bugs every day and keeps dying at a fast rate. I need to get a new one, just haven’t found a good one/good offer yet x.x” I don’t want a new one, it’s so expensive and I like my current one (if it wouldn’t be broken xD)

Now I guess I’ll have a calmer time and more time to draw and maybe even sew things again! Only stupid/strange thing...... Even if I have some things I want to draw and do, I’m not satisfied with it xD So I guess I’ll open requests soon^^

And also: I have a new Idea for a cosplay........ And I’m really in the mood to plan und build it! Let’s see if I can do it I totally want to do a better head this time xD)

So stay tuned for the things that might (hopefully) come!