#nojtalk

[innojicent]

I’m on an not art related discord Server. It has an art channel thou, where I keep uploading some stuff from time to time. I’m known for my drawings in this community.

This happened in the art-channel yesterday:

Me: *posts a new drawing*

No response. as usual.

drawing beginner: *posts an drawing*

10 People (including me) comment on it, like it, encourage this person.

Randy (random dude): “I’ll rather like and comment this new art instead of Noji’s.” Me: “Outsch is it that bad?” Randy: “No quite the contrary! Your art is amazing! But you’re so good you don’t need encouragement.”

This....... is the worst thing I’ve ever heard. I may be quite happy with my art at the moment and this is the reason why I love to share it with you. But there where times I was not. Where I felt uncompfortable sharing my stuff. Even if other people said it’s wonderful. And people who are good at something (in the eyes of others) don’t deserve some praise because they don’t need it? Because they know that they’re good?

Bullshit.

Everyone deserves some praise and approval. Everyone deserves encourangement and likes. No matter how skilled they are.

So in case you haven’t heard it today: You are wonderful. It doesn’t matter if you’re drawing, writing, producing videos and/or music, if you’re crafting or whatever. It doesn’t matter if you’re a beginner, advanced or proffessional.  And it certainly doesn’t matter how many follower you have. Your work is amazing. Even if you don’t feel unsure at times about your works, let me assure you: There’s no need to feel unsure or uncompfortable. Because you enlighten everyone’s days with it. So keep it up as long as you have fun doing it. And don’t let anyone ever tell you, that you don’t deserve love, praise and everything good. Because you deserve it.

[nojiko444]

Heya guys^^ Sorry for worrying you or whatever. And thanks for ranting about that anon xD I haven’t done too good today (still better then yesterday and a ton better than Wednesday, but still not good) and that anon caught me totally off guard^^ But I calmed down from crying and raging again.

I’m very snappy while grieving so I’m very sorry if I accidently snap on you. Don’t take it personally^^ That’s one of the reasons why I don’t talk to people at the moment, even at work I turned down talking to a minimum^^” 

But the Anon is blocked now and I won’t close the ask/messages and so on. I won’t even turn off the anonymus option. Because the past months I’ve met more nice than shitty people and I really want to give everyone a chance who wants to interact with me^^

(But I’ll smash them into pieces if they say anything against my beloved ones! Doesn’t matter if friends, family, pets, my purple sock or whatever!)

[innojicent]

Can we..... just stop with this “You have to watch this anime/cartoon/movie in the original language, or else you can’t enjoy it” shit?

Maybe other people don’t have this “problem”. But I get critized a lot for it. Honestly..... I don’t really like to watch series/animes of whatever. Cause sitting alone here and watch something without doing anything? Meh. Not my thing. I haven’t turned on my TV for...... 7-8 years now? I’ve missed so many Movies, simply because I had no one to watch them with me. Animes.... same problem as always: I had no one to watch them with me. Therefore I rarely started to watch one.

But..... from time to time I watched like.... one episode of something. The only thing, that really got me was: Steven Universe. So I’ve actually seen every season. Also I started watching My Hero Academia with a friend and love it so far. 

And here starts the problem: Everytime some folks come at me telling me, that I have to watch Animes in Japanese, cause it’s the original language.

But..... I can’t understand japanese...? So I have to get subtitles. And honestly...... If I watch something, I want to watch the animations! And not read the whole episode!

Also here’s an unpopular opinion....... I just don’t like japanese anymore. It’s a nice language. But I can’t stand most dub voices. Best example: Team Rocket Meowth from Pokemon. Gosh..... Don’t get me started about how much I HATE it. So I rather watch Animes in english, or (if theres a good dub) in german. But everytime I mention it, people look like me as if I grew a third arm on my forehead. 

And it often makes me feel so uncompfortable, that I loose interest in watching further. Just because I’m “watching it the wrong way”? Come on..... there’s no “right way”. Why else would there be different language dubs, if it’s “Japanese Voice only”? Just let people watch their stuff in a language they like, dammit!

[innojicent]

Unpopular Opinion!

Papyrus is easier to draw than Sans.

[innojicent]

Some Students and minors...

Really need to get their shit together.

In my place in Germany is schools out right now. People go on vacations, more children can be seen outside and some students take a mini-job over the holidays. Everything is normal and fine.

Now there some students at my workplace, too. They earn their first money, we have a little bit less work. Win, win! But....

I'm one of the younger worker here. Not a student and not a minor. But younger than most of my colleagues. And some students tend to think that I'm a student, too. Which is normally nice, when someone thinks you're younger. But it seems like some minors in Germany are out if their mind.

As soon as as they think you're a student, they start to get rude towards you. They block your way, when you kindly ask if you can get past, they flip a finger or even call you bad names.

You'll always have bad colleagues, who'll be rude or something but honestly? They're still 10 times better then the minors we have right now.

Why? It doesn't give them anything. I talked back at one girl who called me a cunt for no reason, saying something like "you students have no respect at all." (So not even an insult) When she realized: I'm no student, nor am I minor. She instant started rambling an apologize and that she "did not know I work here."....

So this goes out to everyone, but especially to minors who think it's funny to harass and even bully someone "in your age": stop this nonsense. Being an asshole doesn't do you any good. Being mean doesn't make You cooler or anything.it just makes you an freakin idiot. Get a brain.

I'm super annoyed because of them right now. I know so many super nice and younger people. Why can't everyone be like that?

[innojicent]

Some nice an quiet time now?

This Month was a blast till now. I had so much to do with the cosplay, the designs for Nethertale, had much to do at work, was away every Saturday and came home very late every time and in general had a lot to do. Stressful? Yes. Do I regret anything? Not at all. 

It might have been stressful, but was awesome. And I had a lot fun most of the time.

There’s only two things that annoy me to no end, atm: My Foot, because it hurts some months now, every now and then. And I ignored it. Now I pulled something last week and it got much worse. Let’s hope the doc can tell me what’s wrong.

My freakin Phone. It developes new bugs every day and keeps dying at a fast rate. I need to get a new one, just haven’t found a good one/good offer yet x.x” I don’t want a new one, it’s so expensive and I like my current one (if it wouldn’t be broken xD)

Now I guess I’ll have a calmer time and more time to draw and maybe even sew things again! Only stupid/strange thing...... Even if I have some things I want to draw and do, I’m not satisfied with it xD So I guess I’ll open requests soon^^

And also: I have a new Idea for a cosplay........ And I’m really in the mood to plan und build it! Let’s see if I can do it I totally want to do a better head this time xD)

So stay tuned for the things that might (hopefully) come!

[nojiko444]

New SFW blog!

I finally made a SFW blog^^ at the moment there’s only the SFW art an stuff from this blog. But later I’ll post the SFW Art there and reblog it to this blog.

What about this blog?

This blog is still my main blog and stays SFW and NSFW mixed!

So nothing really changes here xD

My SFW blog is now @innojicent (beware of bad pun name)

[nojiko444]

I wish the dashboard in the tumblr app would go chronological... and not show my own post 3x in a row! Dammit tumblr it’s not that hard!

(And no the „best stuff first“ shit is turned off x.x)