independently whatever you achive, whatever you do, whoever you became you are going to die. Does it make any sence to start trying to be someone else? To force to be happy? With this awarness you find that there is no sence in anything you do. Anything. I learnt well and what did it give me? What is it going to give me? Better life? Yeah, sure. Maybe yes. But better life won’t last forever, hapiness is not going to be eternal. You are not eternal. You are going to become ash, not mattering ash. But ash which has experienced convinienced life with loving wife and beautiful kids. What does it mean? Your existance doesen’t change anything in the world. So why do we live?