#nonbinary jirai

[needygirlsymptoms]

anybody feel instantly suicidal after failing something?

[et-is-dot-exe]

|　▷　〝　notes game　！！！　〟

🥩 - not яeached , 🫀 - in pяogяess , 🦇 - done, 🔪 - tяied and failed

🫀　⇢　≫　[７]　yay Ouя fav numbeя uhh We ' ll post a fully яendeяed aяtwoяk of Ouя OCs

🦇　⇢　≫　[１０]　We ' ll stяetch eveяy moяning

🫀　⇢　≫　[２５]　We ' ll [ｅａｔ] less pяotein ( Ouя intake is quiet dangeяous [４] some [１] Ouя size )

🫀　⇢　≫　[５０]　We ' ll study [４] atleast an houя eveяyday

🫀　⇢　≫　[７５]　We ' ll tяy [２] get яid of Ouя somniphobia ( feaя of sleep )

🫀　⇢　≫　[１０0]　We ' ll give up [ｃｖｔｔｉｎｇ]　[４] a month

🔪　⇢　≫　[１５0]　We won ' t [ｐｕяｇｅ]　[４] a month

🦇　⇢　≫　[２００]　We ' ll limit Ouя CЯK playtime [２]　[１] and a half houя peя day

🥩　⇢　≫　[２５０]　We ' ll showeя eveяy day [４]　[２] months stяaight

🥩　⇢　≫　[５００]　We won ' t follow any lolcows eveя again

🥩　⇢　≫　[１０００]　We ' ll staяt going [２] a phychologist

🥩　⇢　≫　[２１３７]　WE ' LL COSPLAY AS THE POPE　！！！

[needyenbyoverdose]

I hate being obsessive sometimes. I love you, but like I'm trying to study. Get the fuck out of my head for a moment? Pretty pretty please?

[yumemirui]

♱♱ㅤㅤㅤ夢を見てる、ルイちゃん。 ♥︎

follow count : 330 ( updates when i sleep ! )

basic information ! ⠀﹒†˖̣̣̣ ͜⠀

◞†◟ ⠀⠀⠀credits ⠀⠀gokurakugai + theme made by yours truly )

my name is rui / itsu / alma or mogari ! you can call me so !! I'm ok with any nicknames , feel free to give me some !!

100％日本人でやんす

manager / day to day account @manageritsu

if you see a 🥀 anon , it may be me !

I am an irl fictionkin, ( alma ( gokurakugai ) , mogari ( phantom busters ) , boothill ( hsr ) , trailblazer ( both , hsr ) , shiro ( slow damage ) , bennett ( gi ) , Rihito ( Noa-senpai wa tomodachi )

I ' m abrosexual and gender-fluid ! I go by any pronouns , so have fun !!

I ' m 17 years old ! still not an adult , but I ' m almost there !

I ' m a stupid suicidal and menhera loser with an extreme inferiority complex.

I ' m a landmine jirai / irl yandere !! , , sometimes I will be direct with what I want ♥︎ ♥︎

fandoms : bllk , hoyoverse , wuwa , arknights , umamusume , precure , slow damage , idol , pjsk , twst , tkdb , gokurakugai , phantom busters , kino no tabi , sabikui bisco , kemono jihen , kabaneri , natsume yuujinchou , akb0048 , utapuri , deadman wonderland , etc !!

I enjoy street fashion , tenshi kaiwai !! lifestyle jirai though ~~

I am diagnosed with depression , extreme anxiety / social anxiety ,

Possibly may have ( not diagnosed yet !! ) BPD , Avoidant Personality Disorder , Dependent personality disorder , Histrionic personality disorder , Autism , and ADHD ( AUDHD ? ) , hypersexuality !

very very single , ,

pursuing wise, feel free to ! just a warning , i really suck at messaging first , but i really do love you , i just forget to for some reason , im a mess and i don ' t deserve love . also ! make sure to be around my age 16 - 20 ok . . im high maintenance AND need constant attention .

fp : @/luuciferrrr @/anaxagorasfan

I ' m a yumeshipper ! dni if you do not like that !!

Taken anons : 🩻🩹 , THE 💌  , 🌙💕 , 🪓 , 🕊️

BYF ! ⠀﹒†˖̣̣̣ ͜⠀

◞†◟ ⠀⠀⠀before you friend ⠀⠀)

If you interact with me , i might get really interested for a few days . . . it ' s just my stupid mind saying you like me a ton !!

I tend to become a blushing mess if you compliment or tell me that you find me interesting . . . so don ' t do that . . . ( do it )

i ' m Ambiamorous ! ! remember that

I ' m really bad at reading in between the lines , , if you have something to tell me , please tell me directly somehow !

I ' m very inconsistent in my posts , , sorry I ' m really lazy . .

I ' m mainly sfw , but on occasion I might post dark / sexual stuff , , but that ' s once in a blue moon ok . . ?

I ' m an oc x canon yume shipper , so if you see a post with me and my yume , and you are a non sharing double , please block me or not interact , I don ' t want to disturb you or get harassed , , feel free to block me if you are not comfortable as well !

This is a ' yanblr ' + ' jiraiblr ' + ' shedblr ' + venting blog , remember this as you go through my blog . There will be many hints of suicidal thoughts , sh , and more . . .

I do get suicidal or mentally ill a lot and will post my suicidal thoughts especially if I ' m going through it and need attention , , alright . . ?

give me all of your asks please , , they make me happy

please use tone tags !

sorry for being such a loser , ,

Type Four - The Soulmate + 269 - The Nurturer + Type Nine: The Lapdog

Lucid Selfless + PROTECTIVE TYPE + SELF-HARM TYPE

DNI ! ⠀﹒†˖̣̣̣ ͜⠀

◞†◟ ⠀⠀⠀do not interact if ⠀⠀)

racist

transid

people who pretend to be mentally ill , ,

ableist , ,

homophobes, transphobes, misogynists, zionists, racists, xenophobes, TCC, etc.

Follow your own DNI's or I will block you as well.

FANART ! ⠀﹒†˖̣̣̣ ͜⠀

◞†◟ ⠀⠀⠀fanart by my @colonelautopsy⠀⠀)

【 MUTUAL TAG SYSTEM⠀】 ﹒†˖̣̣̣ ͜⠀

◞†◟ ⠀⠀⠀I will forget to use them ⠀⠀)

m lazy , ,

【 TAG SYSTEM⠀】 ﹒†˖̣̣̣ ͜⠀

◞†◟ ⠀⠀⠀I will forget to use them ⠀⠀)

⟡⠀ ﹒﹒⠀hanging around the officeㅤⴕ ⸸ normal posts

⟡⠀﹒﹒⠀i killed you , right ?ㅤⴕ ⸸ vent posts

⟡⠀ ﹒﹒⠀yeah that ' s rightㅤⴕ ⸸ repost with comment

⟡⠀ ﹒﹒⠀you called me ?ㅤⴕ ⸸ replies to asks

⟡⠀ ﹒﹒⠀SARAGI membersㅤⴕ ⸸ mutuals

【 USERBOXES ( ONLY MINE NF2U ! ) ⠀】 ﹒†˖̣̣̣ ͜⠀

[ma0ma0sdairy]

˚₊‧꒰ა Notes game (Re-written.) ໒꒱ ‧₊˚

✧･ﾟ:*Rules!: Max amount of notes are 15! (Err... There aren't anymore... boo...) *:･ﾟ✧

✧･ﾟ:*Mooties/Mentions: @96princess @ch3rryambr0s1a @dazaissu1cidebooklmao @firecvts @fluffycreampuff56 @let-you-down @lowksune @mochachaniscooked @mindless--self--biting @noaseuphoria @suiciblog @tired-dollie @yawnz2you*:･ﾟ✧

˚₊‧꒰ა (I don't mind if you mention anyone, just no porn bots/pedos please T_T)໒꒱ ‧₊˚

☆*:..On with it!!.:*☆ ✧——⊹ ࣪ ˖ Working on - hit - finished! ⊹ ࣪ ˖——✧

10 notes I will {drink water and stay hydrated!! 🥤🧊}25 notes I will {fix sleep schedule 🛏️🥱}50 notes I will {get a food log and eat better🍮🍓} 100 notes I will {get better with personal hygiene 🧼🛁} 150 notes I will {make an anonymous letter for my crush and put it in his locker 💌🩷} 200 notes I will {come out to peers and become more clear about my pronouns ⚧️🏳️‍🌈} 300 notes I will {ask my mom for a chest binder ⚧️🧺} 400 notes I will {Tell my crush I actually like him, not anonymous. 💌✨} 500 notes I will {Spend an hour *if possible* being productive daily}

[unlisted-landmine]

no offence but are you even a jirai? you use the tags sometimes but all you really talk about is drugs and your mom, who you've never actually mentioned blowing up on. you implode, not explode, so why steal the jirai tags from people who actually need them?

wtf even is this question. bro if I wasn't doing drugs, I'd be a lot more explosive, trust me 💀 but either way, impoding and exploding are both dangerous results of instability, so I feel like I and anyone else who implodes are allowed to be here. excluding people for being the wrong kind of mentally ill is,,, really strange??? the jirai kei subculture was created by runaways, but I'd bet a good majority of the people who call themselves jirais have roofs over their heads, and that's not an issue.

also, "why steal the jirai tags from people who actually need them" is wild?? I don't use them for every post, and even if I did, I don't post often enough to make other people's posts hard to find, I don't think 😭😭

actually ykw I'm gonna use even MORE jirai tags than normal on this post just bc you said this

[collide-with-the-skai]

Milestone Game !

Any interaction is one note! The more notes, the more milestones it hits!

2 - Ash will drink a glass of water.

5 - Ash will clean out their bag and sort their makeup.

10 - Ash will eat a full meal.

15 - Ash will face one of their biggest fears (admitting that they did something wrong).

20 - Ash will say positive things to themself every day.

30 - Ash will start taking compliments rather than deflecting.

Unreachable

80 - Ash will post a fit check.

100 - Ash will start taking care of themself completely.

150 - Ash will sort through their Spotify and unfollow everyone they don't listen to and fix playlists and all that.

If it hits a milestone -

Done !

Not yet, but doing

[b0tt0m-0f-myheart]

crazy? I was crazy once. they locked me in a room. a rubber room. a rubber room with rats. rats make me crazy. crazy? I was crazy once. they locked me in a room. a rubber room. a rubber room with rats. rats make me crazy. crazy? I was crazy once. they locked me in a room. a rubber room. a rubber room with rats. rats make me crazy. crazy? I was crazy once. they locked me in a room. a rubber room. a rubber room with rats. rats make me crazy. crazy? I was crazy once. they locked me in a room. a rubber room. a rubber room with rats. rats make me crazy. crazy? I was crazy once. they locked me in a room. a rubber room. a rubber room with rats. rats make me crazy. crazy? I was crazy once. they locked me in a room. a rubber room. a rubber room with rats. rats make me crazy. crazy? I was crazy once. they locked me in a room. a rubber room. a rubber room with rats. rats make me crazy. crazy? I was crazy once. they locked me in a room. a rubber room. a rubber room with rats. rats make me crazy.