Kind of wishing I'd never heard that RPF existed of the SF Giants. I've never actually even been tempted to read RPF before. Not trying to talk down on it - I'm such a fan fiction junkie it's obscene. Like, whenever I think about someone discovering my browser history my biggest goddamned fear is that they'll see all the fan fiction I've read. But RPF always seemed too odd to me. I know I'd be an awkward wreck if I ever met a famous person who I was into in real life and the thought of remembering the fanfics I'd read about their actual self being added to that moment was too cringy. Even though I've never met a famous person I admire and am not likely to ever do so.
This is also why I frantically pull my laptop away when my boyfriend casually starts perusing my tumblr that I left open. Too much fandom for the initiated.
Pandora - meet box. I am not a strong willed person.