Hey cuties!! If you guys are willing to read my new story “Candy and a Side of Sugar”, which is an old fashion lesbian beach romance, I’d be grateful. You can read it right here: https://my.w.tt/HzD0w15Hu0
Rating: Teen
Summary:
There's something that sweeps me away when I go to the beach. The waves, reminding me of my past, almost washing away my future. Everything about that particular beach reminds me of everything I couldn't have but wanted. Like the ocean, it's strange that you can stare directly at something and not know what it's components are. Even if you engulf yourself in that thing and become one with it, you know nothing. I want to know everything, but I'm blind. I'll never know. Even if I'm given my happy ending. Even if I'm not.
I recently posted the first chapter, and don’t worry, there’s more to come! The first chapter is simply an intro and I hope you enjoy. It’s my first nonfanfiction story that I’ve been really passionate about writing. :)
Ok so I really want to get a tattoo when I get 18 next year but I'm not sure what exactly it should be. I do know what it should say and mean but I know nothing that could represent that. So basically it should say that I'm a free human and am my own decisions maker, that I can choose my way and that I'm not "disgusting" or "abnormal". It should represent freedom and I don't want anything too big (and not a bird or something like that). I basically want that because I was tied down to the choices of my parents and was abused by my dad and when I turn 18 I want something to remind me of the fact that I don't have to follow them anymore... I just don't know what ;A;
As you may already have noticed, I haven’t been very active on this blog. I don’t really feel like posting about Dan and Phil, due to the fact that I haven’t been watching them for some time. I have a lot of obsessions beside them, so I’ve been thinking about giving this blog a makeover. I may occasionally post from the phandom, but for now this will be a place to dump my aesthetics. I know the majority of you guys follow me for Dan and Phil so for that I am sorry. I hope you’ll still stick around, otherwise you are welcome to go check out my artblog: lucisart
Kissed someone and regretted it: I don’t kiss people ._.
Lost someone special: Yeah.
Been depressed: Yep
Gotten drunk and thrown up: I don’t really drink in spite of my country’s famous drinking-culture :P
List three favorite colors: Autumn colours (I know that’s more than one - I’m cheating), Black, Blue
In the last year have you……
Made new friends: Yes! ^w^
Laughed until you cried: Yass :’D
Found out someone was talking about you: Yes, when they see me rolling and they hating :’3
Met someone who changed you: Mayhaps
Found out who your true friends were: I hope so
Kissed someone one your Facebook list: >_>
General……
How many Facebook friends do you know irl: All of them I believe, although, I don’t talk with everyone
Do you have any pets: Nope, not atm
Do you want to change your name: Sometimes
What did you do for your last birthday: Had some good friends of mine over. We played Cards Against Humanity :’D
what time did you wake up: 5:45 am - gotta luf school
what were you doing at midnight last night: Trying to sleep and failing miserably
Name something you cannot wait for: Summer vacation (FREEDOMM) o(≧∇≦o)
When was the last time you saw a movie: Can’t remember - I seldom have the time ;w;
what is one thing you wish you could change about your life: My selfesteem
What are you listening to right now: silence
Have you ever talked to a person named Tom: No D: Someone introduce me to Tom!
Something that gets on your nerves: Judgmental people
Most visited websites: Tumblr and Youtube
Hair color: My hair is naturally brown, but I’ve dyed my fringe galaxy colours (light blue, dark blue, purple and red) *u*
Long or short hair: Medium longish (my haircut is weird af)
Do you have a crush on somebody: Nahh
What do you like about yourself: I have eyes
Blood type: O
Piercings: None
Nicknames: Bambi (and various nicknames derived from Bambi)
Relationship Status: Single and a free elf!
Favorite tv show: Too many animees ;w;
Pronouns: God/Goddess/she/her/they/them (I don’t really care tbh)
Right or left handed: Right
First….
Surgery: Lip (I fell of the bike, when I was three)
Piercing: None
Best friend: I’m not talking to my first anymore :/ Have some nice people on tumblr: @etheerie (bro1), @lookingforanswer (bro2), @bugabooandkittycat (bro2′s owner), @colorfulcardboard (friend and great artist friend), @into-the-frisson (art-sensei) :DD
Holiday: Can’t remember :’D
Pair of Trainers: wut
Eating: Nothing
Drinking: Unicornblood
I’m about to: Do some schoolwork
Listening to: not the textbooks I need to read
Waiting for: the future
Want: To find happiness
Career: Studying meds so doctor... And I want to be an artist
Which is better……
Hugs or kisses: Hugs
Lips or eyes: eyes - or non of those; that would be creepy :’D
Shorter or taller: Tall
Younger or Older: older (with age comes wisdom or something)
Nice arms or nice stomach: nice brain
Romantic or Spontaneous: idk
Hookup or relationship: Relationship
Trouble maker or hesitant trouble maker: Trouble maker
Have you ever….
Kissed a stranger: ._.
Drank hard liquor: I think so
Lost contact lenses/ glasses: I don’t wear any ø_ø
Turned someone down: Yes
Sex on first date: Hahaha...
Broken someones heart: Maybe
Had your own heart broken: Don’t know, I’m confused
Been arrested: Not yet
Cried when someone died: Yes
fallen for a friend: I think I have once unfortunately u_u
Do you believe in……
Yourself: No
Miracle: Not really, but sometimes I need to in order for me to survive life :’D
Love at first sight: Nahh, I believe in attraction at first sight... And SCIENCE!
Santa claus: Nope, someone his size would never fit down our chimney
Kiss on first date: Hahaha, nope.
Angels: Really want to, but not really.
Other….
Eye color: Grey/blue
Favorite movies: Harry Potter, Howl’s moving castle etc.
I tag @lookingforanswer @bugabooandkittycat @etheerie and YOU ^w^
Tag 10 people you want to get to know better (Don’t reblog, repost) Tagged by @literallyFRIST who i can't even link to bc haha im on my phone NO PROMO FOR U BB~ NAME: Terra. NICKNAME: Terra or Teytey or Teya. Idk i don't think anybody here can come up with nicknames that don't sound like it's babying you BIRTHDAY: May 14 GENDER: Female RELATIONSHIP STATUS: Single hmu ৲( ᵒ ૩ᵕ )৴♡*৹ <- i'm just gonna leave @literallyFRIST's (haha can't link to u haha) answer bc same ZODIAC SIGN: Taurus SIBLINGS: One sister and one brother, both older than me PETS: does the stray cat we rescued for like three days count bc he/she was cute but appaz their poop smellz and we didn't have a litterbox or enough time and money and energy to take care of them so ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ i miss that cat TIME: 05:54 AM when writing this lol what am i doing i need to get ready for school TYPE OF PHONE: Samsung Galaxy <- the same as my brother basically LOVE OR LUST: oh dear well i'd go with love bc that's sort of the end goal for me personally but i can do with lust simply bc im a kinky motherfucker (sorry mom&dad i have disaPpOInTED u) LEMONADE OR ICED TEA: Iced tea bc i am rather picky with my sour drinks (also lemonade is like a rarity here??? unless you count lemon water as lemonade. smh) CATS OR DOGS: i am a neko baka :3 COKE OR PEPSI: neither bc i just can't get the gassy and haha-we're-doing-things-in-your-throat-and-probs-ur-stomach-wdyt feel ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ also i use ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ a lot it is an embodiment of my soul #facts DAY OR NIGHT: well probs night bc i can sleep then lol but day is nice i guess i don't know i caN NEVER DO THESE "FAVOURITES" THINGS MAKEUP OR AU NATURAL: r u kidding? makeup. Makeup even if it's stigmatized in this goddamn country bc if u wear makeup u MUST be a whore and are loose and don't know what you're worth y do u wear makeup TO GET A BOY'S ATTENTION??? wear ur natural face~ *bullies someone who doesn't wear makeup for being ugly* ugh i could go on forever. (ps i wear makeup bc its fun to paint ur face (if i can link to Dodie Clark's Paint i would i mean there's nothing wrong with a little bit of paint) and also if i were to wear makeup it ain't for just boys ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ ) (also after writing this im actually putting on bb cream lolzor take that) MET A CELEBRITY: haha nope i don't think i have bc to paraphrase my bro's answer any artists who do come here are just on tour or in Bali somewhere and since i am literally broke i can't go anywhere rly ¯\_(ツ)_/¯ CHAPSTICK OR LIPSTICK: gotta go wity lipstick mmhm LAST SONG YOU LISTENED TO: it's SHIVER by the GazettE bc I have descended into black butler/kuroshitsuji hell and i'm 100% trash abt it right now and i just can't HANDLE ANY OF THESE FEELINGS (my husbando is joker btw can we talk abt how perf he is aside from the *spoilers*) And that's all~ wow did u learn more abt me from that bc the only thing i got from it is that i should cut back on the trash I tag any follower of mine who wants to do this bc its fun (also i cant link to u ahaha sry folks the joys of being on tumblr mobile *sigh*) ¯\_(ツ)_/¯
Ok so, yeah shalala this is a phan blog but I need to talk about this.
So Matt and Nick are both doing things that are NOT alright.
But one thing just constantly sticks out to me.
Matt talks trash about Nick alot, and we don’t know what is true etc.
Because c’mon
“getting tested for std because your partner might not be as loyal as you think”
Nick said that Matt is lying a few times, so we don’t know who is right.
But what I really hate with a passion is that Matt starts out his vlogs so happy and yay and in the end he cries about Nick. He posts himself crying SO MUCH.
I don’t know if it is for attention or if he want’s Nick back?
But honestly, you can’t say he’s cheating and over it in one video
and cry in the next one about it. I mean he constantly posts snpachats where he’s crying. I know that he is going through alot and he has to tell us sometimes that he is still sad and stuff but, does he have to cry in front of us so much?
I’m sorry but I can’t help but think that he’s doing that so Nick will see it.
But this is only my take at all of this.
