#nonys

[aconchegares]

pode me indicar tumblr legais ?

Eu gosto muito desses:

@resquicio, @renovador, @afligora, @controlaria, @compostos, @cancelares, @descrevos, @dramaticadora, @escriturias, @empatias, @manuscrite, @materializei, @languente, @habitam, @salientador, @cervejarei, @quebraram, @sintoso, @trancar, @docura, @ressignificados, @fulgas, @passaro-selvagem, @retrancar, @fapear, @infindaveis, @mapear, @um-sagitariano-estranho-no-mundo, @ecosdoinfinito.

<3

[ranawaytothedas]

But the fact he was forced to take it for work...doesn't make it any less physically addicting even if mentally he can move past the pull...the pain, nightmares, the physical call of the lyrium to him still plays a role. Idk if you personally have ever been physically addicted to a substance so you may not know some times there is like physical call (like lyrium calls) to use at times...particularly in my personal experience no matter how much I hated opioids and knew it was bad for me...my body still longed for them particularly in the first few years I was sober and just resisting the urge to use on the basis of "I know this will make the pain stop" was hard enough...not adding any stressors that would cause someone to want to not feel or feel disconnected from the real world. I would imagine if anything the physical addiction to lyrium would be inherently worse than any real drug counterpart. Personally. I don't have the moment to go look up the line in my gameplay footage but Cole does talk about how deeply Lyrium alters Templars...so there is so much to consider when considering Cullen's addition and recovery that doesn't fully have real life counterparts. Though Cullen does show time and time again that he does have a strong will and is not easily to succumb. I do still feel strongly and firmly in my stance that his willpower for being around lyrium and the use of lyrium early in recovery is impressive...particularly from an addict in recovery's perspective Thank you for your message nonny...

[snimeat]

*hugs you real tight* would you please send this to the first ten people on your dash? Make sure someone gets a hug today, and stay safe 💖🦋🌸✨

omg, so sorry for being this late i forgot this!!!! sending all the huggies back nony 🥰

[snimeat]

Taemin is not your "babygirl", he's a fucking man. Get a grip, stop misgendering male idols. Twat.

HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHA

sure will, watch me do just that babygirl

[snimeat]

when you get this, please respond with five things that make you happy! then, send to your last ten people in your notifs (anonymously). you never know who might benefit from spreading positivity♡

thanks nony <3, so let’s try:

heavy af thunderstorms. those where you feel like the earth is going to shatter at any minute. you can feel it trembling? those. blame it on my childhood in brazil with thunderstorms that felt like it was going to swallow me whole lmao.

food. especially food i’ve never had before. the excitement you get when trying something with a very particular flavour or just out of your cultural bubble. it’s one of my favourite things to do.

hugs, tight sincere hugs.

travelling, but not when you’re there. the journey, you know? that excitement you have going somewhere unknown and smelling all those different scents in the meantime. idk if others might notice this but different places have such different smells and just small different details on the road.

discovering a new song that fits all those weird boxes in your head and makes you extremely obsessed with it that you listen to it until you forget it exists. then you find it again after a long ass time and you get that feeling of first time again and hyperfixate on it all over again.

[snimeat]

I am on phone now! So, I wanted to ask you, and feel free to ignore this, but can I ask what pronouns you prefer?

Also, let me say this. I feel you about the anxiety. The overwhelming feeling. Oof, nope.

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just a she/her wilding. how about you desktop hater? kskskskskssk

yeah, it has become a pain in my ass, everything makes me on edge and overwhelmed, even stupid shit and the how can i smash my brain feeling is also growing lmao.

[snimeat]

Oh, darling, you followed me first :) I just followed back, that is all.

And of course I am not okay! Who in their right mind would be normal on tumblr? That's the point of this hellhole <3

Well, thai shows... idk, I'm waiting on NLMG and 10 years ticket. Between Us is unfortunately a disappointment for me. And GAP has no plot whatsoever... for now I guess. But I'm mostly watching it for the thirst ngl. And the gorgeous outfits. But plot ?? Never seen her. Wednesday was great imo, so is The Imperfects if you haven't seen it. Oh and The Bastard Son and The Devil Himself was amazing, even tho it got immediately cancelled. Fuck netflix basically. This is why I pirate their shows. Smh. Oh, and I heard from mutuals that Heartbreak High is also very good. So there you go - some recommendations.

But anyway, glad you're doing good, that's what I wanna hear <3

☀ (sun emoji is shit on windows :( and tumblr keeps changing to bulleted instead of a fucking dash )

so we’re moots then, okay, okay. cool👀

i laughed. honestly, can’t even deny that one because lmao. we’re just a bunch of weirdos in here and gotta love us for it, huh.

i don’t follow that many thai shows so don’t worry about that. i just jump wherever the brain jumps to honestly. so, what’s NLMG? i’m also waiting for 10 years ticket and i’m pretty sure some others too but my brain is like a foggy forest, sometimes things are visible but most of the time they’re not lmao. i did start between us but idk what happened there but i lost interest and rn i’m watching it mostly through mor @liyazaki sets who so kindly tags me and i live for it. i also gif watch through mor sets for the gap one, i just am not feeling the fluff. i need characters who are evil and spill blood rn so anything far from that isn’t in my sight. i definitely enjoyed wednesday too!!! not gonna lie though, i wished we saw something more gore and evil? i’m in my reputation era, anything too cute and romantic or just generally good, i’m out lmao. i haven’t heard of the imperfects BUT i did see an edit of the bastard son and the devil himself and thought of starting that RIGHT AFTER seeing it’s been cancelled, so disappointed but not surprised. heartbreak high? i don’t think i heard of that either but i’ll try looking it up!

how are you though? are you doing okay?

so thank you for all this!!! btw, i did start alchemy of souls (like two hours before i answered this so i’m enjoying that if you haven’t seen it!), and i am trying to rewatch the untamed cause i want pain apparently but other than that i ditched all my shows, my mdl must be yelling with the amount of things i haven’t finished lmao.

[snimeat]

I'm always here 👀 creeping in between posts. How have you been?

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I WASN’T EXPECTING YOU TO ANSWER LMAO. this so caught me off guard, give me a minute wait.

okay, i just got out of my cave (aka room) and found some pistachio liquor lying around in the fridge and i guess i’ll enjoy that while i eat. so, let’s say things are great as long as i eat and that nice dopamine hits where it supposed to hit. but how are you???