#noqueens

[veiliisms]

@noqueens

“i’m breaking up with you.”

fists clench at his side, unable to even believe the words leaving his mouth. they hurt more than the bullet wounds, more than the stabs and the cuts. they hurt more than the abuse and torment his father put him through. but, in his mind, it would not hurt more than the pain he was so certain he would eventually put her through.

midnight gaze is cast down to the young woman, his expression steely and cold, trying so damn hard to distance himself as much as possible, anything to make it hurt less. “we... are just different. we’re growing apart. i... think this is best for the both of us.”

lies. lies, lies, and more lies. he will never admit the hurt, he will never admit the pain, and he does not want to tell her that he is poison. he is toxic, he is nothing, even though all of those feelings would disappear when she was around, and god, how his mind would clear like the sun after the rain when she would kiss him or hold him or simply speak around him.

“i’m sorry,”

i am so, so sorry. please, please, hate me so you can move on.

“this is the way it has to be.”

find someone, anyone, more than me. be happy, be successful and don’t be brought down like i did to you.

“... i’m sorry.”

[sanguine-scarlet-blog]

                                             @noqueens | sc !

                  "You know that feeling you get when you jump from a four storey building---?" Brief pause, pales, ---regrets ever saying anything."Y'know what, this was supposed to be a pick up line but I now realise I was being fooled."

[box-of-muses]

@noqueens continued from [x]

Any amusement that he may have been feeling was soon changed for confusion, tilting his head in curiosity the more that she spoke. What did she mean by falling for it again? When he had looked into the girl in more detail he had to admit there was a lot that didn’t seem to make sense. At times it seemed as though she had always been there and then at other times...she hadn’t been? He had put it down to Ray’s sloppy work - but hearing the nickname of Sae fall from her lips caused him to discard that thought almost instantly. “...just what the fuck do you know?”, he asked softly, taking one more step towards her, obviously not afraid of the bat at all. He might be underestimating her but his mind was too fixated on the little information he had gathered and the fact that she knew his name. He was certain only a select few even knew who he was, even knew that he was alive. “I’m not going anywhere. I gave you an invite and you should come with me”. If she did somehow know him then surely she knew just how dangerous he was too, right? Besides, since she knew him then she had to be taken. It was difficult to work from the shadows if you were known to exist after all. “Come on Princess. It doesn’t have to be so difficult”

[lionslight-archive]

@noqueens​ cont. from here

     [txt: mina]: ...       [txt: mina]: i'm going back to bed

[skunkstrunk]

yawn. what a boring day. perfect enough to skip school if you were one of the worlds greatest hackers. of course, with the student council now constantly on your butt, it was kind of hard to. at least it gave him something to complain about.

“ how annoying. school is just a waste of time. “ || @noqueens

[marblecoven]

☁ say ur ooc tag :)

gotta please the fam 

[faithcorrupted-blog]

           ❝I...really hope that things go well between you and Jumin. I mean it.❞

A knife, a knife, it’s like a KNIFE in his chest succumbing to this half-truth, no matter that it spilled r e c k l e s s l y from his own lips. Seven’s tone is solemn, refusing to waver unlike his hands, which can’t help but tremble with each passing second. He has to muster every last ounce of willpower to refrain from prematurely hanging up. Doing that would but incite suspicion he can’t afford.

Doing that would be SELFISH of him.

❝I can see why Jumin fell for you,❞ Seven continues in spite of himself. The chipper lilt in his voice is barely there, hanging by a wispy thread. He takes his free hand and ( shakily ) combs it through his hair, if to just keep himself sane for the remainder of their call. How he longs to discard his ‘ well-wishes ‘ and instead say, with utmost c o n v i c t i o n, how he really felt—how much she meant to him, how pathetically in love he was with her, how even the faintest sound of her laughter was enough to make his heart sing. Though right now, the insistent pounding in his chest could be likened to not a sickly sweet ballad, but a DEATH MARCH.

Why couldn’t it have been him?

Why couldn’t she remember?

He swallows thickly, managing a hoarse chuckle. ❝I know I joke around a lot, but...❞ His arm falls from his hair, crumpling to his side. It hurt. It hurt so damn much.  ❝...I sincerely think you suit Jumin the best.❞

» @noqueens.

[unspecialised]

hazel eyes drift shut, small yawn passing her lips as she squints at the floating text behind her glasses. "aaah!" mina cries out in frustration, ripping white earbuds out of her ears. "i can't study anymore! i can't! i give up, i give up!"

                   her  voice  barely  drifts  pass  his  headphones  ,  only  catching  enough  in  her  tone  to  comprehend  the  subject  of  complaint  ,  although  the  scattered  sheets  across  the  table  were  more  than  enough  to  indicate  her  faltering  efforts  against  the  crowded  paragraphs  of  text  .  his  fingers  fly  ,  ghosting  over  controls  with  an  undeniable  familiarity  ,  minimal  HESITANCY  in  every  passing  second  that  resonated  with  the  quiet  tapping  of  fingertips  against  keys  .  the  match  ends  with  little  uncertainty  ,  an  overwhelming  victory  reflected  in  the  end  screen  on  his  monitor  that  finally  draws  a  sigh  from  his  lips  .  headphones  ,  now  hanging  from  his  neck  ,  give  way  to  her  repeated  DECLARATION  of  defeat  against  her  own  battle  .  knuckles  supporting  against  temple  ,  he  skims  over  her  source  of  turmoil  and  frustration  ,  slight  DISINTEREST  pooling  in  his  lazy  gaze  .   ❛   need  my  help  ?   ❜      ( @noqueens )