if you were to look at nancy , you would never know her heart is in her throat pumping so fast it feels like it's going to burst out her windpipe , or that she feels sick to her stomach and wants to drop to the ground and wait for things to go back to being easy on their own . you would never know that she's been scared since she was sixteen and started dating the most popular guy in school , since barb vanished and she got lost in the upside down ( the first person after will and barb to visit ) . nancy can't afford to show anything except bravery , and she definitely can't tell her little brother how she feels , but that's no different than usual . “ you're not scared , are you ? ” @noreaturn asks . with a shake of her head , and her gun on her back , she jerks her head towards the others . “ i'm not going to let anything happen to you , i never will . come on , don't want to get left behind . ”












