I've been a highkey mess recently
So I stopped smoking weed on the 13th December or so and went through lowkey physical withdrawal, which I didn't think was possible, but evidently it is. I really couldn't sleep and got hot sweats all night, and I had no appetite and felt sick whenever I ate. Then as soon as I got home I started the norethisterone version of the mini pill, which is basically the norethisterone I always take but in a tiny dose and only once a day (because the norethisterone I was taking before technically wasn't real birth control). Then my moods had been crazy up and down, and when they were down I was very low, and really worried about going back to germany. I smoked on the 23rd, and also decided to stop taking these pills so I could rule them out as fucking up my moods. When my mood is normal that obviously seems to be what the issue is, but when my moods are low I'm paranoid I've given myself depression by smoking too much weed. Like right now I doubt that's the case but when I do think that it's scary and awful. So anyway I'm off the pills and not smoking for the foreseeable future until I'm alright again. And as of today I'm having a bad and crampy bleed which is a horrible result of me taking those pills and then stopping. So this has been an update just for my own future reference basically.












