Finally.
Today was one of the best days I've had in a long while. I had cramps. I had a stomach ache, and I was irritable. Today I also had solid poop. I don't remember the last time I did that. It's sad when you get happy over pooping normally isn't it? A little bit. But I couldn't help it. I took my self off the liadal. or however you spell it, and as it turns out the INTENSE cramping and INTENSE bleeding, and INTENSE poops ceased. I'm even on antibiotics. But I still had solid poop. I've been waiting for this for a very long time. Granted it was only once, and the next time wasn't solid, but just that one time. Just that one instance was enough for me. It showed me that everything that I am doing isn't for nothing. Hopefully tomorrow will be better.
While I'm on here I just wanted to say thank you. Whether you read my blog or not thank you. Just the simple fact that you are brave enough to share your story, and write about your experiences makes me feel like I'm not alone. I understand your stories, I get the pain. And I thank you for sharing. It means more to me than I can even begin to express.
Finally looking forward,
CC