#normal talking

[thatonekats]

One thing that really gets under my skin about Bruno is that he gives Pesci a similar death as the Boss gave to Sorbet, being chopped up to pieces. Granted, he wasn't kept alive as long as Sorbet was, but the imagery is still the same horrifying trauma it would be for Prosciutto and Melone to witness, would it not? Would it occur to Pesci, in that moment too, that he's being given the same fate as Sorbet?

[thatonekats]

Idk if this is like a particular healthy way of coping but like whenever a friend does something that makes me think that they hate me I just think "they hate me and that's okay . So what if they hate it's no biggie" and I think this stems from my fave characters definitely hating me in some form but we are still together nonetheless so. So what? So what if they hate me. It's literally fine

[thatonekats]

I'm sure the Desktop Tumblr UI update is okay

[thatonekats]

Had a dream with my dead grandma in it. Huh.

[thatonekats]

I just kinda feel mellowed out about all my. Repulsive parts of me. As in. I don't feel like I have as high as a drive to make UG stuff. I definitely still will. Maybe it's just the Death of my past blog and the thing right before it that made my sense of self tremble and threaten to fall. Maybe it's temporary. I don't know. I didn't feel like making a risque side blog either. I still don't. I just feel. Reserved? Melancholic. I guess I'm still going through it though it feels like I should be free by now.

[thatonekats]

I love that dog

[thatonekats]

I need to like get rid of my own shame of having to read things multiple times like yeah it sucks feels like I'm in school reading a textbook but brother better make sure you understand what the hell the informative thing is saying and sink it in that's it's job