May 14, 2023
Microdosing on peeling the skin off my face by doing a face mask
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Microdosing on peeling the skin off my face by doing a face mask
everyday we are forced to sleep on a couch as if some of our worst trauma didnt happen on one (not the same one but still). i want to throw up ive never felt worse in recent times. get me out of this body
if i fall asleep now every1 innthe family will know i stayed up late. well. its new years But. consider: "mother" ruthless
i camt call anyome bc ill be forcwfully hospitalized (genuinely wprse for us as having Anyone but ourselves in charge of our life is Retraumatizing especially to me whos having this panic attacl specifcicallt abt source trauma where my only escape was violence.) hell
tfw a char from source becomes like The Game in terms of 💭 xcept the consequence is. psychosis delusion panic attack
"i meed to watch a spurce that womt make me mentally oll" THEY ALL MAKE ME ILL 💔
this thing gravitates towards misery and right now im jist about the most pathetic little man in the system i just
help (not an actual cry for help theres. no one that can do Anything abr headspace happeninga)
i mean sure yeah my subconsiousness was always like Hey youll never escape :) but that wasnt. a literal. hint. for the brain to. split that damn thing