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Give me Caretaker angst
Give me Caretaker using the same (ostensibly soothing) pet name Whumper used for Whumpee, not understanding why an already panicking Whumpee starts crying harder
Give me Caretaker who leaves for five seconds to get food/medicine/water and comes back to a Whumpee who has been sick or fainted while Caretaker was gone
Give me Caretaker who tells their Whumpee they’ll just be five seconds getting water, and instead spends a solid minute gripping the sides of the sink while the water runs, quiet tears of stress running down their face, trying to get it all out now so Whumpee never sees a trace of emotion, because the last thing Caretaker wants is for Whumpee to assume they’re a burden
Give me a Caretaker who’s trying so hard for someone who’s badly struggling, who feels like nothing they can do is ever quite enough.
beat the living shit
I want to see whumpees suffering the aftermath of a night of drinking. It’s so mundane (in my social circle at least) but it’s just so versatile. Bonus points for it maybe being accidental or whumperless. No this has nothing to do with my current raging hangover, not in the slightest. So here’s a list of just some possibilities:
Nausea, vomiting & stomach upset
Headaches
Muscle pain & weakness
Dehydration
Photosensitivity & noise sensitivity
Exhaustion
Strained personal relationships
Irritability, agitation & apathy
Insomnia & hypersomnia
Chest pain
Drastic appetite changes
Heartburn & acid reflux
Low body temperature
Dizziness, spinning vision & vertigo
Intense food cravings
Hangover shakes
Shortness of breath
Hallucinations
Nicotine (or other drug) cravings
Heart palpitations
Waking up drunk
Hangxiety & Sunday Scaries
Vivid dreams & nightmares
Brain fog
Blackouts & memory gaps
Waking up somewhere they didn’t go to sleep
Symptoms persisting for days at a time
Deep down, I know why it happened this way, deep down, I know what I did, deep down, I always knew it couldn't last. I was deluding myself. I believed, even if only for a short period of time, that I was better. I believed I wouldn't end up alone. And now my sobs reverberate through the empty neighborhood, the rotten stench of pure filth envelops me like a second skin, none of these roads lead home.
So, really big fan of this fic and it's been in my head for weeks... but also it did make me say the sentence out loud to my friend "oh my god this rocks ichimatsus covered in piss and puke"
it's 6 chapters of high school ichi angst with a happy ending but it's pretty rough for all 6 chapters with a lot of graphic descriptions of gore and puke so you know. don't go in there if that's not your thing. Beautifully written and extremely well done, you can really feel his anxiety.
Been in a chain thing mood