im normal btw

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im normal btw
thinking about when i was an egg middle schooler or whatever and how i had never really wanted to look like a guy and wasnt that into guys in concept. until i started paying attention to and appreciating chubby/fat guys and guys who were like. more diverse and typical than the supposedly sexy gc cishet white men actors who all kind of looked the same to me.
“usually the guys i see lauded as attractive look boring and unappealing. guess im not that into men.” “do i want to be a boy? no, boys styles are boring and theyre all annoying jerks with few exceptions.”
(found art of a guy with long hair, a healthy amount of body fat, and a generally softer and nicer vibe) “wuoh… maybe boys CAN be cute… id like to be built like him tbh” (said cisgenderly) (lie)
ive been exclusively reblogging from the same artist here for a couple months and im not sorry
i need to get fatter
something very compelling about depictions of insecure men who posture and stubbornly present themselves as overly masculine while secretly wanting to express themselves in more stereotypically feminine ways. annoying dude with complexes gets stuck in a dress or lingerie or whatever and acts annoyed and embarrassed about it because he doesnt want to admit he enjoys it. if someone called him pretty, he’d fluster, but he’s not thinking about it. denial isnt a crucial aspect, but theres something about the repression that makes it particularly interesting to me.
which could mean nothing.
oh they fixed that thing where paragraph breaks in the bio dont do anything on mobile. sick
dont feel like sharing with my friends and its not going on main so it goes here by process of elimination. tumblr ate my damn post the first time so im trying this again.
being gnc and transgender makes for some real weird emotions sometimes