#not bratz

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Damn sis I warned u and ur continuing to steal recent screens so I know u went on my blog to get them and saw my warning

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Eek accounts are taking my photos maybe don’t do that. I don’t care if you’re another out of context account but maybe don’t take my content and take credit for it. Delete them and they’ll be no hard feelings, I won’t name and shame but I might if you keep it up.

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Wait this account has gained so much attention I’m so sorry for going MIA I have been very busy and I genuinely thought no one would care. I don’t know how much I’ll be able to post but hopefully it can be frequently. Thank you all for showing support i really thought this blog would flop now I feel like a fool.

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How do I explain to anyone that this is the only thing that makes me laugh

Be proud that you are a person of fine taste

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This blog is a blessing 💕

Thank u! Im so glad ur enjoying the blog! u are a blessing!

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Christmas Rant

TL;DR Christmas sucked, my family is pissing me off.

Well, my Christmas sucked. My mom is convinced that since I’m 23 I’m only allowed to have “practical” gifts for Christmas. Literally, I was one of those people whose parents got them socks and underwear for Christmas this year. I’m still grateful for the floor liners for my car and that they’re paying for my plates, but I kind of miss waking up for Christmas and opening toys and stuff on my wishlist that I was excited for. Socks and underwear aren’t exciting. Oh, and she totally thinks it’s okay to tell me my sister gets more presents than me because she is 10 years younger than me, and I’m an adult now so I don’t need so many presents. Why would you ever think it’s okay to do that or tell your kid that? I’m not really jealous of my sister so much as upset about the way my mom went about the whole thing.

Then, we went to my aunt’s house later in the day. When she asked me what I wanted beforehand, I gave her a list of Disney movies. So, I was thinking I’d get some actual fun presents once we got there. No, my mom ended up talking to my aunt after she asked me what I wanted, and of course ended up telling her that I didn’t need any Disney movies and that a steering wheel cover is more useful. I wouldn’t be so bothered if I didn’t spend two seconds opening a steering wheel cover and seat covers and then get to sit there and watch everyone else (my sister, cousin, her boyfriend, my parents, aunt, uncle, grandma) open more, fun presents. 

The only gifts I got that weren’t “practical” but I was actually excited about were Vee (who my boyfriend bought me for my birthday/Christmas, which means I opened her a little before Christmas), and Ooh La La Kumi, who I bought for myself. The only advantage to all of this is that my grandma always gives us $100 each every year, so I’m going to go blow it on the 2016 Bratz when they start showing up (since I have all the 2015 dolls). Of course, I’m going to tell my parents I just put it in my savings, because that’s what they expect. 

Also, before we went to my aunt’s house, my parents were talking about how they’re going to see Star Wars on the 31st, which is also the same day my sister gets her braces on. Of course, she has to go with them to them movie then because they’re not going to go a second time, so she just gets to sit in the theater in pain. And when she told my mom that her teeth were probably going to hurt, my mom dismissed it and told her to stop complaining. I know that that’s coming from when I had braces. I constantly complained about how much teeth hurt, but my parents didn’t want to hear it. When I finally got the braces off and had the retainer, I only had to wear it at night. It was just a piece of plastic, but my teeth would hurt so bad in the morning that I couldn’t eat, so I never wore it. Guess what, my teeth are still fucked up, and now my parents hold it over my head that I wasted their money. My sister getting braces has me scared and stressed. I’m afraid they’re going to go off on me about how I wasted their money again. They finally let it go for a while, but I’m just waiting for it. And I’m so afraid of what they’re going to say to and how they’re going to treat my sister about her braces, because of me.

And my parents wonder why I spend all of my time at my boyfriend’s house. I don’t like being home because it’s stressful. I ended up staying home when it snowed bad and I had a headache/cold and my mom got mad at me for... being sick. I like how she told me if I have a cold it’s fine to go to work, but I should come home afterward, rather than going to my boyfriend’s to do the same thing I’d do at home. Does she forget that I’m not a sociable person and being at my boyfriend’s consists of us gaming or watching movies or whatever? If I don’t have to go anywhere, I won’t. Sitting on my ass is not going to make my cold worse. Going to work, interacting with people, and wearing myself down will make my cold worse. My parents are the reason I have anxiety. They invalidated my emotions and made me feel like I can’t speak up. So I just take their crap because when I would try to speak up they’d shut me down and tell me to get over it and that I didn’t know what I was talking about. 

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The worst part about the bed bugs? They’re fucking with my anxiety. I’m getting seriously paranoid about everything. What if I take them to my house from my boyfriend’s house? What if I cause problems for my co workers? I won’t ever be buying used furniture. Used and new clothes will be washed and dried on the highest heat. And every second hand doll I buy now will be inspected and cleaned (regardless of if I find anything). It’s probably excessive, but if it puts my mind at ease, whatever.

I found a dead one on the air mattress we’re using now in the living room and I couldn’t eat my dinner because I got so stressed out. I haven’t seen anything since finding that one so it could have just gotten stuck to something or blown around, right? Either way, we’re washing all the blankets. Again. 

And honestly? I get that everyone is busy. My boyfriend and I work, his mom has two jobs, his brother is still in high school. But nobody has any motivation to get rid of these damn things and it’s making my anxiety worse! 

I don’t feel like I should have to put a whole bunch of money into treatments since I don’t actually live here, but I am willing to contribute something. So long as everyone gets off their asses to get this done! 

I don’t want to spend my days off treating for bed bugs either. I’d rather play with my dolls or game or whatever. But it needs to get done before it gets so much worse and before my anxiety goes haywire. Guess I’m going to have to start kicking some asses into gear. 

I’m afraid that this problem will persist for years and not ever truly go away. My boyfriend and I want to move out eventually and I sure as hell don’t want to take them with me.