For DADWC, your Lavellan and Solas?: "You have blood on your face."
TITLE: Bellanaris PAIRING: Fen'aslan Lavellan & Solas/Fen'harel, Fen'aslan & Felassan Fen'aslan / Felassan / Solas & Fen'harel RATING: Teen WARNINGS: Liberal useage of dialogue from ACT 3 of Dragon Age Veilguard, Spoilers for Dragon Age Veilguard Word Count: 1994 Author Note: Elven Cipher bits are thanks to scribeofmorpheus and FenxShiral for the Project Elvhen for filler.
Those two weeks in the Tirashan had changed everything, the haphazard plan of stopping Solas had been set aside. To outwit the god of trickery, she had needed to craft a plan where he would not expect her, or their companion. Fingers traced over the gilded edge of the mirror, her breath shaking, salt burning her eyes. It had been a trial to sit back and allow Rook to confront Solas and battle gods. Morrigan and Felassan had both been shared the wisdom of waiting to insert herself into Solas' line of sight until the very last minute. It would be the only thing that could save the people and Rook. As much as she had not wanted to grow attached to the antivan crow, she did. Teigue de Riva, was everything she could not have been during the reign of the Inquisition even down to laying the First Warden out. A soft laugh bitter tasting left her lips as opalline fingers of her dominant hand moved across the surface of the Eluvian. Flame, steel clashing, screams, and pulsing sickness of blight filled the mirror, squeezing her eyes shut, a ragged breath was forced. "Las, you do not need to face him. I can." A firm hand clasped her shoulder, as another wrapped around her waist. The wall of cold armor and muscle pressed against her back. A mournful howl echoed through Tarasyl'an Te'las, the fade quivering around the two of them.
"I must Felassan..." A howl tore past the eluvian, ripples forming on the mirror reverberating through the fade and into the foundation of the fortress. Her eyes squeezed shut. "You and Solas have much to discuss, but we will have all the time in the world, once I bring him away from the brink." Her fingers captured one of his hands giving him a slow kiss. "We will find you in the fade, and be whole again."
As she stepped out of his arms, she felt the reluctance to let her go out into war. Turning she gazed at him through her lashes. Wisdom and Determination had made it through the blood of the Elvhen, and the Inquisition had taught her, Hope was not nearly as delicate as their siblings had believed. Her lips curved into a smile as she stepped through the mirror, the ripple of magic licking around her until she stepped out of the fade into Minrathous. Her nose crinkled, the taste of raw magic and blight hung heavy in the air, her eyes shimmered for a moment seeming to be transported a Millenia into the past, the last time they had stood against the Evanuris had been different, and this time it would end until better versions of their siblings could be born. Singular howls and growls filled the air clashing with the roar of Elgar'nan's dragon, the magic of her left arm quaked to the destabilization of the veil. The climb through the rungs of Minrathous had proved trying, between those cursed with Elgar'nan's gift, the dead and the blight. She and Morrigan waited obscured in shadow and mist, it was all to familiar to a time when she stood on the edge of a battlefield with a goddess who promised the people a new era. Her eyes narrowed as she listened to the exchange, waiting until Solas gave the appearance of commiting himself to the new journey. Her steps echoed across the battlefield, and she felt the fade quake, as that singular howl was joined with a second. For a moment as he raised the dagger, she thought he felt her touch. "I cannot, to stop now would dishonor those I have wronged to journey this far." "Even if those you have wronged have asked you to stop?" Her breath held as his head jerked, some of his resolve slipped away as the dagger slacked in his hand. Her lips curved into a slight timid smile. He was so close. "Vhenan..." it was a prayer and she took another step up. Her heart ached to go to him to pull him into her her arms. "Solas, vhenan, you think you have gone to far to come back.. but you are wrong." She raised her left arm, letting the magic that held it stable slip gesturing around them. "I am here, we walk the dinan'shiral together. I forgive you." The magic mirrored them two wolves circling each other.
"I lied to you, I betrayed you!" Her heart clenched and tears escaped as she took a breath. "I forgive you, all you have to do is stop." She begged, words flooding into the fade around them.
“You love him, it burns bright, and is old. Tangled and sharp like thorns. You forgot and so did he.”
"Ir abelas, Vhenan..." It hung between them, the last words he had said those years ago as her stolen magic had tried to kill her. He stood straighter, forced to by a compulsion they all long thought broken. "But I cannot." He turned from her and she closed her eyes letting tears escape for just a moment. "Long before we met I failed my oldest friend and she died for that failure." Her world narrowed as she realized, he truly did not realize what she had done. Quietly she beckoned to Teigue stepping up, closing some of the distance. "If I leave the veil in place, I am destroying the world she wanted." Her heart tightened as he struggled for the control to maintain his purpose.
"Mythal, please you must see. You are hurting him, you are turning him from his purpose. Release him, break the bond. I will return and so will Felassan. You will have no need of wisdom with hope and determination."
Sucking in a breath she crept up another stair, this was the most dangerous part of saving her vhenan. "and I will have...She will have died for nothing!" The fade rippled around them, Pride and Despair warred for his purpose and one of the wolves stopped and howled. She would not let that happen. She would see this through, she'd see him free finally. A singular caw answered the wolf as a raven swooped in and turned into Morrigan with a flourish of feathers, pulling Solas from his determination.
"And whose fault is that Dread Wolf?" Fen'aslan let out a breath she had held as he answered her with his own question "Morrigan?" The witch wasted no time. "That is one appellation of many I wear, I have been advisor to Orlais, Witch of the Wilds..." There was no need to slow their advance and Fen'aslan allowed herself another breath, as an opaline wolf cowed the demons that clung to the edges of the memory and the the moment, as the dread wolf bristled and stood on guard.
"Daughter of Flemath.. and once, a long ago, an old friend." She saw the look in Solas' eyes, the same look she had given when Morrigan had told her. Disbelief, regret, anger, and unrelenting pain. It was a wound that had infected their trio since leaving the fade, Benevolence turned into Vengeance, thus Mythal had been made, goddess of the Evanuris and mother of the People. She let Rook take his place with the essence next to Morrigan as she moved closer to Solas. Taking the time as they spoke to take him in. Blood and swelling marred his sharp features.
The choked sob drew her attention as she gazed upon Mythal, her heart tightening, how she had tried to make it easy for him, to share the weight of the pain that she had caused but she was not as possessed by Mythal as he had been. She drew blood biting her lip as he stumbled and the choked way he said her name. They had all loved her, they had all left for her and of them all. She had only let two go. Coppery tang filled her mouth as the spoke, and her vhenan folded in on himself. The fade had echoed with the tether breaking between goddess and servant brought the spirits to a pause.
Quietly she made her way to him, steps echoed by the white wolf. Kneeling before him, much like he had kneeled before her those years not so far gone. It was a phrase she had turned in her mind so many times, the love the three of them had it was eternal, it was the way forward. His sobs felt like waves of the ocean this close. Still she stayed in the torrent. In the corner of her gaze she noticed a rich purple wolf, crawling low toward them both. A small wave of relief washed over her. He had found his way to the fade after all. Stepping back she stood as he straightened looking between them and the fade rift. The moment the dagger sliced across the fade, she felt the echo as the memory flashed in the background
"It seems you hold the key to our salvation. You had sealed it with a gesture… and right then, I felt the whole world change."
"My life force now sustains the veil, with every breath I take. I will protect the innocent from my past mistakes." She bowed her head as the fade continued to ripple. "The titan's dreams are mad from their imprisonment. I cannot kill the blight, but I can help soothe its anger." She took a small breath as Felassan's wolf joined hers in slowly edging to their pack mate, their friend, their lover. The dagger was handed to Teigue as he turned away from them. "I will go and seek atonement."
For a moment she watched the three wolves, Felassan had found his way to the prison, they could find him in there. Quietly she made her way to him a warm smile easing across her features. "But you do not have to go alone." Taking his hands in both of hers for the first time since the earliest days of the inquisition and the earliest days of them being pulled from the fade. Wisdom was there, bloodied, and bruised but none the less glorious then had been all along, and finally he saw the echos in the fade. Who waited for them.
"Mh..Ar ghilas vir banal." It was whispered and she squeezed his hand as the two wolves surrounded their larger and battered counterpart. Out of the corner of her gaze she caught sight of Felassan waiting for them. "Tel banal ar ama." Her eyes shifted taking on that silver glow as for once she was the source of the raw magic. " Vir shiral ma lasa, bellanaris." she pulled him into the kiss, his hands pulling away from hers, and his arms wrapping around her, pulling her close. The kiss flowing away from tender into desperation, yearning, and desire as his knee pushed between her legs.
"Savhalla, ir Souvera iselenal! Vir shiral ma lasa bellanaris!" A very annoyed figure in the fade called breaking the moment as she clung to Solas, and even his wolf looked annoyed standing near the gateway. "Ir isala dhavemah ga'ta na!" Reaching up she gently nudged Solas' chin with her hand as she giggled.
"Fe--Felassan?" The name was whispered but the wolf howled as the arrow leaned against a pillar of golden halls. "I--I the knife..."
"Vhenan, our kind have proved harder to kill before." She murmured pulling back and taking his hand. Leading him to the gateway as Felassan's wolf entered and the elf chuckled. Glowing lavender reached out grabbing Solas' other hand.
"Sileal, what happened you could barely speak your vows." The teasing was light as they stepped into the fade, arms enfolding eachother, and wolves pressing against eachother. "You do have blood on your face Vhenan, we should fix that." she murmured pressing a kiss above his eye, Felassan mirroring her. "Sulevin....Las" the tired groan came in good nature as the tumbled into a nest of blankets. They would heal, and the veil, it would crumble naturally slowly and than the world and the titans would heal.
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Vhenan - my love Ir Abelas Vhenan - I am sorry my love Ar ghilas vir banal - Where I go is Terrible Tel banal ar ama.- It won't be terrible if you are with me Vir shiral ma lasa, bellanaris. - We make this journey, always Savhalla, ir Souvera iselenal! - Hey I am tired of waiting! Ir isala dhavemah ga'ta na! - I desire to kiss you both Sileal - Wisdom Sulevin - Purpose Las - Hope









