#not delusions

[yanderereblog]

i can't tell if this is a delusion

literally nobody can prove to me they're NOT reading my mind

i've though this since i was a kid before i started getting the big bad symptoms for other shiz

like

boy i'm all treated now and feel better but sometimes ill just be talking to someone and getting an intrusive thought

i'm like

"yikes better not think that or they'll think i'm a freak"

or

"uh oh spaghettio i don't actually want to strangle you that's just intrusive thoughts"

but i can't say it out loud cus they'll deny it even if i feel like everyone can read my thoughts and just won't tell me

y'all ever feel that??

i can't tell if it's a delusion because even on my meds i still can't shake whenever i think something questionable

[katawashoujo-official]

hi is this the creator of "retard-chan" ? im a big fan of your work

Yes! It makes me happy to meet a fan. I shot him in the fucking head like the weasel he was. Your fault, by the way.

[dontt-fearr-the-rreaperr]

Things I'm finding I'm very paranoid about: (don't call them delusions)

-people or something behind a closed door -bugs in my car/above my head -someone walking into the bathroom while I'm showering -seeing cop cars (that aren't actually cop cars) -people talking about me -everyone hating me -smelling bad -noises in or on walls or doors/knocking -shadows of something flying by, like a bird -someone standing behind me when there isn't someone -someone in the back seat of my car