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[southernfreakinggothic]

I feel kind of weird sending a message like this again, because I feel like I'm being pushy when I ask. But I don't actually remember you were last in my activities tab. It could've been three days ago and I just forgot, honestly. That'd be embarassing to learn. But i'm trying not to think that way for now. For now, i'll try to wrap things up by just asking if you're doing okay. So far, i've just been venting about myself. If I want to be polite about this, I should at least ask you about your experiences lately.

Hello!

Sometimes my phone takes days to charge 🙃 so I was waiting!

I've been really good! Mostly relaxing over the summer! 😊

@wanderingmind867

[southernfreakinggothic]

I don't think I've seen or heard from you since the beginning of this month. I hope you're okay and everything like that. I know I made a post/sent an ask like this to you before, so I kind of feel awkward doing it again. I also just feel weird because I doubt my writing here is as good it was the first time around. But either way, I hope you're okay. And at least writing this should hopefully remove my natural urge to be overly curious and pry into things that I don't need to know. But yeah. I hope you're doing well.

I'm okay now. Just been working and some other personal things. I was also traveling where WiFi was terrible

Thanks for checking in tho

[southernfreakinggothic]

I'm going to probably sound bad for this one, so I'll try to couch it in terms that sound more considerate. I haven't seen you in my activity tab recently, and lately i've become really used to seeing you there. So lately i've had insecurity because a lot of my posts didn't get likes, and so i'm assuming you didn't see them. If you're going through some personal stuff now, i'll feel guilty for this one. But well, I still wanted to ask. Get the stupid intrusive thoughts out of my head (even if it means asking a possibly rude question here). So...forgive me if i do somehow come off as rude. But I think I'm feeling so anxious that I just come off as excessively apologetic now.

You don't sound rude at all, my friend! I have been busy because I'm getting used to a new schedule, but I'm gonna try to be more active on Tumblr again. 😊

It would also help if I stopped losing my phone lol. Don't feel guilty, my friend. I have also been feeling guilty for not liking lol.

You are wonderful checking. I'm trying to go back to usual scheduled liking :)

@wanderingmind867