#not oneus

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Tagged by @leed0neus to share 5 facts about myself, so I'm doing it!

1. I've been to Japan twice, both times with my bff. We planned to go back for Christmas this year, but... (gestures) you know.

2. I briefly trained my vocals for opera, but when given the choice between singing focus and theater focus in college, I chose theater. (And now I work in STEM, so joke's on me!)

3. My cat has asthma, so I know how to use a kitty inhaler, which is absolutely a thing and it's kind of adorable.

4. I have told the CEO of the company I work for to stan LOONA (to be fair, he was asking about the LOONA poster on my wall during a zoom meeting)

5. I share a birthday with Taemin, though I am considerably older than him.

Uhhh tagging people? I suppose? If I tag someone who's done this already, or if you're just like "uh... no," sorry! Ignore me! @kimyovngjo @youngjjo @carrotkeonhee @huuanwoong

[andtinyideas]

〘BONNIE〙

my hairs all curly and i wanted to share it so HERES MY FACE I GUESS

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TAG 9 PEOPLE YOU WANT TO GET TO KNOW BETTER / CATCH UP WITH

Tagged by: @kimyovngjo ❤ ❤ And yes, it would be nice to get to know you better! 

tagging @huuanwoong, @leed0neus, @studioweus, @honeyseoho, anyone else who wants to do this idk. Tagging more people would be tagging a double-digit percentage of my entire followers list and that feels like a lot.

favourite colour: Orange!!!

last song: The Great Divide by the Shins (and it hits)

movie: Is this supposed to be the last movie I watched? It was Barefooted Youth.

reading: i started and dropped Station Eleven. Re-reading The Real World by Natsuo Kirino.

currently watching: Not watching any shows, currently, unless you count YouTube shows like Defunctland. It takes a lot to get me into shows these days. 

sweet, spicy, or savoury: Spicy (using this to cheat, since I like both spicy savory and spicy sweet things)

craving: to just sit in the same room as my friends and hang out again. this question made me sad. oh no! I also deeply crave live music again. OH NO!!

tea or coffee: oh, coffee. I drink too much coffeeeeeee

[andtinyideas]

Hi.

I feel like I should apologise to everyone that follows me and has talked to me before.

I want to be someone who can create content every day. I want to be someone people feel like they can talk to about anything and everything. I want to be someone that actually writes the request she gets instead of just staring at them and making empty promises about them.

I am sorry for being... missing.

I want to explain myself without it looking like i’m making an attention grab and i have no idea how to do it so i’m just going to make it here.

I don’t have a good headspace. I have good days and bad weeks. I am so good at putting on a facade of being happy and loving and soft but behind it is a broken girl who cries a lot. Some days i can’t see a way out of the darkest spiral i’ve fallen under and there are moments where i can laugh and feel happiness but it’s fleeting and runs away from me on the back of butterfly wings. I watch as they flutter away from my, out of my reach and the moments when those butterflies settle on my skin i’m so scared to move and scars them away. It always happens.

I hurt myself today, for the first time in three years i let myself keep a burning hot tray stay on my skin long enough to leave a mark. I fucked again. I’m sorry.

I’m sorry that there will be times where i’m not going to be here. When i’m not going to write anything or talk to anyone and i feel so completely guilty about it.

I would like you all to know that i’m sorry. I’m so completely sorry if i get to you so late, if i don’t reply for days, if i don’t post your request for such a long time you think i’m rude. I hope everybody can understand and accept my apology.

Thank you,

Bonnie,

ATinyIdea

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I was tagged by @honeyseoho to post 4 songs I've been listening to a lot lately! Thank you lots for the tag, eli!!

(I've been on a big J-Pop kick again lately. Makes me happy. And the NIN song may be more related to ONEUS than you think, and there's a reason I'm listening to it over and over 👀 watch this blog for Content™️ coming soon)

Tagging uhhhhh uhhhHHHH @highponyleedo @kingleedo @leed0neus (the Leedo URL Mutuals Squad)

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Tagged by @leed0neus for this super cute picrew ~

Hello it is me but with a cuter flower crown (and actual cat ears) (ravn teas)

I'm bad at tumblr friends apparently but I'm going to go ahead and tag @monunivers and @limemoon-oneus and @wayvlength if you want to do it

[giwook]

noir didn’t need to go that hard in doom doom