#notarealsir

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[calisvol]

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One thing no one knows - 

Alucard is in possession of Solomonar’s Book. The reason this is such dire importance for the Nosferatu to keep secret is that the Book is one of the most sought after commodities in the supernatural and human realms, and wars could be waged to gain possession of it. Why? It virtually holds all knowledge that could ever be known, and therefore would spell tragic ends should its discovery be made known. Because he could be ordered to use it by Integra, he keeps its existence from her.

Five things that make my muse sad:

- Thinking about Hamza Pasha, and the fact that Vlad loved him despite eventually impaling Hamza himself. NOW DO YOU SEE WHY MY OT3 MAKES ME SAD—

- On a similar facet, he still feels responsible for Amani’s death, as when he helped her escape Edirne once and for all, the ship he chartered to take her to Wallachia sank, taking her with it. MY HISTORICAL OT3 CAUSES ME A LOT OF PAIN.

- What became of Wallachia and Romania in his absence. He can’t forgive himself for what the country has undergone, such as Communism under Russia. In fact, it’s something he’ll probably never get over.

- Elizabeta and his sons. His ultimate weakness, and thinking about them makes him the most melancholy of all.

- Perhaps, lastly, reflecting on the night hundred and fifty years spent in Hellsing’s charge. To him, these are his most regretted because of how far they stalled him, and yet the renewal for his faith in humanity ultimately lies with them as well.