#notneo

[noxiousnectar]

i know majority of people followed me bc i draw but tbh i fell off drawing so hard because i just hated my style so much. and then school/work got really intense but its finally calmed down n now i’m like considering coming back to it.

but idk what to draw anymore. maybe i just do whatever i want instead of worrying about people hating what i make. I think thats also a big thing is i feel like i hate my stuff so i don’t want to put anything out because if i don’t even like it how would others and then why am i posting anything because literally who cares.

vicious cycle of self loathing i guess. self expression is so hard.

[acaradical]

Howdy do guess who’s still doin’ cartwheels around this place?

Hint: It me

In other news I’m still mostly active around my main tumblr or twitter, both @kaozima if you want to still see some art from a fool

[relatablepicsofneo]

I’m sorry if anyone saw that, that was the wrong blog ^^;

[pirakeet]

I’M QUITTING THIS FUCKING JOB!!!!!

[kougrah]

bursts open the door

hello I’m here

[faerie-kougra]

Okay, I’m kind of back. Over the next few months me being actively running this account is gonna kind of be hit or miss, as I’m a bit busy with college and fighting depression. Don’t worry about me though, I’ve been actively seeing a therapist and have an appointment coming up soon to go on meds. I’m sorry if anyone thought I was ignoring them.

It’s nice to be back.

[noxiousnectar]

still on the hunt for a masc name and the closest i’ve come is felix for a personal reason but i feel like that name is suddenly charting in the trans masc community and no offense to anyone but i just hate being a trend. 

[noxiousnectar]

trying to think of ways to help a friend feel better with a little gift. 

maybe i’ll draw something but i’m not sure? anyone have any ideas or things you like to do for friends who are struggling w mental health?