#notyourheroanymore

[imyourlastbreath]

//-hugs you tight.-

BABY.

[imyourlastbreath]

-pokes you with love- I might have edited that ask at 3am, but I just woke up to lurk and then I knew I wanted to say a little more. So If anything doesn't make sense or jumps from one idea to the other: it's because I decided to edited it while half asleep and on mobile lol.

[imyourlastbreath]

Notyourheroanymore / themephistopheles / universal42 (too lazy to go on separate accounts. LUFF ME)

Alright let me talk to you about this people, yes.

Let’s start with Dean:

I must admit that I wasn’t and still am not exactly a supernatural fan, but I had already met K because of Theron, and she could rp as a turtle -COUGHDOITONEDAY- and I would follow. I really like seeing her Dean interact with people, and I love the relationship he has developed with Libi because it was something that happened along the lines. She sees Dean as her son and her Sun, even if he is way older than her. Also she would probably take his fashion advice over anybody else, ngl. Libi wants to take care of him, because she can see in his eyes how hurt he is most of the time and even if she is very careful not to ever try and over shadow the memory of his mother -not like she could- her goal with him is to treat him like her own son, and if Libi knew of his job she would probably faint, because that’s an extent where she just won’t be able to do anything for him.

Don’t even ask me what she thinks he does, probably fix cars and nothing more.

Now let’s go to Theron/Ezra

Here is where I don’t know if I want to laugh or cry. He is the one person Libi hates to love and loves to hate. At the beginning she simply saw him as someone with power and a source of connections she might found valuable, and then slowly she began to get more and more taken with Theron. He is such a complex character, the ‘after’ and the ‘now’, as Libi labels them. Ezra is a being that exudes power, he is incredibly loyal to those he loves and I would recommend not to ever mess with him, because chances are he’ll set your city on fire. He can charm your pants off with just a couple sentences, and the next time you know there is a deal on your name and you are probably 109% doomed.

He is not Good but he’s not Evil either, and yet he is Chaos. He has an incredible power with words, and a will that seems to stay strong even after the years pass. He can turn the table around in a heartbeat, but he also knows how to keep his promises.

And Libi loves him so much it hurts, and for someone who knows so little about love and thinks of it as such a horrible thing, she would do anything for him to be happy. Because if he is happy then she’s content, no matter what. He’s that one person, that one thing that she simply can’t have, and that’s so new to her. With time, it’s something she’ll learn how to really cope with, because she has Marcone and he has Alexander, but at the same time she and Theron have each other. At this point I’m not even sure I’m making any sense? Anyway, what I wanted to say was: time can pass but they will always be there for each other, one way or the other.

Alright, how does one even stars to explain 42?

‘So how did you meet 42?’ ‘Oh you know, the usual. I was taking off my stockings in a random hotel room and he just entered, saw me got thrown on my ass then exited by the window.’ Best base for a friendship, if you ask me. She will always be a little resented that now she can’t really blame the Universe for anything that goes wrong, because Libi knows 42 wouldn’t make her suffer just for fun. He is her friend, one that Libi visits because he always manages to calm her, and she knows he appreciates her company.

He is the Universe, a conglomeration of deferent things and personas that make one chaotic man. He is not bad but he’s not good either, he’s so neutral it can be shocking. That said, he doesn’t take bullshit from anyone, and his logic is one of the bests I’ve ever seen.

And now let me finish by talking about this amazing, wonderful mun.

I first met her when Libi started interacting with Theron, months ago. Funny thing is, the first time I found her account I just start reading through bios and threads and then I laughed to myself and said ‘nope. too quality for me.’ But then I went back again because if there is one way of winning my hearth it’s giving a muse a complex, innovative backstory. So for once I overcame my anxiety and followed her and that’s one of the best decisions I’ve made, no joke. She’s my account-hoarding -no but really, how does she even manages to use so many accounts tell us your secret- plushy-boxy person who needs to start going to bed earlier. I love threading with her, especially because most of her muses have contributed, one way or the other, in having Libi grow and develop.

She’s the sweetest thing, really, and I just adore her. Her characters always have so much depth and so much work behind them, that you can see all the effort. And I think that’s wonderful, because it takes so much to shape characters up, and hers seem so real. Dean, Theron and are very well fleshed characters -with D she had given him his own twist, make him grow and yet stay loyal to himself. One thing I will forever love is how she sticks to the psychological aspect of Dean, because he is broken and he has addictions that those are not things you overcome just by going to sleep, and yet everyone he 'improves', or to say it best, gets more stable, it is all believable and has a logic train of thought. With not only Theron and 42 but her other OC's, she has this amazing world in her head as I already said, she gives them dept and attention to details. Then she also rp as some other cannon characters of books she makes me wish I had the time to read, and just like Dean she makes it by lengthy research and notes. So in summary this woman just puts an incredible effort in her characters, and it shows. And then her writing is just amazing, she knows her characters al well that when she writes, the style always matches the character and 20/20 you can expect the conversation to tun witty or sassy.

Also she deals with all my grammatical mistakes, and just for that alone I’ll sell her my soul.

[imyourlastbreath]

I'm just casually writing almost two pages of Word on you and your character, you know, the usual.

[drthetasigma14]

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[detectivewayne]

★

"That bowlegged dork."

Connor couldn't stop grinning, shaking his head.

"I love him. I mean, seriously, there's no two ways about it--I love him. I'm glad--beyond glad--t'have met him. He's been there for me in ways that I can't even begin t'explain and... and he knows some things about me that no one else does, not even Vin or Dal. I mean, I trust Dean with a lot, to th'point that it's kinda stupid really. I just... I dunno. He's just that guy that y'know is gonna be there through thick and thin. I just hope I can be there for him too... and that he'll let me be there for him. I dunno if he realizes just how far I'd go for him."

He hesitated for a moment.

"I don't think I know how far I'd go for him. It's kinda scary."