Nov 5, 2017
spam.
I don’t want to interfere you anymore, its like I’m just a hindrance to you, to your life.
I don’t want to interfere in your time. Your “valuable” time for others.
It’s frustrating, the words you told me tonight. That I’m a less priority of yours. That you wanted to focus on what’s really need and not in what you just want.
I feel helpless again, I can’t even defend myself to you --- it’s starting again; the feeling of anguish and emptiness. I’m so thorn apart.
I really can’t help myself to cry silently and hid the pain inside.
if you only realize what you’ve just told me awhile ago and how I felt about it...
maybe...
maybe.