Good books = Good outlooks
It gets really tiring to be strong. Sometimes, the harder you fight, the faster you fall. But then, life doesn't give us any other choice. Either you do it or just don't. For some window of time, something fuels you up. Makes you feel enlightened and brave, like nobody/nothing could ever make you run away and hide. But most of the time, you feel trapped and confused and your thoughts are all muddled and focused on what's negative. Don't worry. It's quite healthy to be on "both" sides sometimes. You don't know where everything is coming from and yet you still seem to be on your feet once it comes. 'Cause frankly, nobody really is strong enough to bend a will. To make a dent on fate. Being strong doesn't mean you don't get scared of what's to come, it's more on how you're gonna react when it's here. Thus, it's the attitude and never the ability.