It’s 8 am, I’m in bed, it’s still dark outside and I just had a Realization.
The last two weeks have been incredibly stressful for me. I go to work before the sun is even thinking about getting up and I come home exhausted when it’s dark in the evening.
I really have/had my issues with tumblr this year.
Because on one side I love being here but on the other side it makes me hella frustrated. To a point that even though I love writing for Henry and his characters, I wish I had never started doing it.
I put myself under intense stress to “get certain numbers” and I feel extremely guilty when I don’t post something new, cause this is the only reason people follow me. At least most of them.
They don’t care for me, only for the entertainment in writing I provide and I had to make my peace with that.
But... there are these couple of people who actually are there for me and I should focus on them instead of asking myself “why I’m not one of the popular blogs”
So to everyone who I get to call a friend (let’s face it, you will be the only ones reading this posts anyways)
I love you lots. Even if tumblr is a hell site and the fandom got kinda shitty lately 💜💜💜
