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when I play really social games and want to do really social things but have social anxiety
when I want to speak but it's like there's a physical (I know it's mental) barrier that stops me.
it's sucks because I want to feel included, but all I really do is alienate myself from everyone/everything
random oc thoughts/rambles
i found an old picture from when i first started making my ocs in the sims---
originally there was only lukas, juliette, imani, elvina, felix, jayce, and jaeden (who has already been cut). sylas (lukas's brother) and zuri (imani's sibling) existed in concept, but i hadn't created them, yet.
im really thinking about how i went off the deep, dark end of creating TOO many characters for my story, but i'm so attached to all of them that like- who would i even get rid of?
there's not a single IF, Choice or Hosted, that has 17+ ROs, excluding Breach (because it has 3 separate playthroughs)-
should i try and follow a similar route of having some ROs being storyline locked? should i just suck it up and write for all of them? should i just start over completely?
these ocs were originally for a magic college/universe and i've grown attached to the universe/realms i've created, but i'm also 26 and writing college stuff feels wrong? in a way because i started developing these characters at 19 so a lot of them are around that age.
i'm losing my mind trying to figure out what i want to do.
poll to help me decide on the path to take
continue with all 17 ros in the same universe together
continue by splitting the 17 ros into different storylines
start over and create new ocs/storylines but keep the universe
start over and create new ocs/storylines AND universe
some nuanced fifth options in the tags / i'm bald / results for me
every time i like the fan-favorite character from a piece of media, i self-sabotage until i like another character. idk why i do it, but it happens every time WITH the exception of the twins from OHSHC.
(its why im not a ikevil jude girl anymore)
i constantly think about which of my RO OCs would get together if MC didn't romance them. though, tbh, I was thinking of having MC able to influence relationships between multiple ROs and just not the couples listed here.
Elvina and Theo. They always have a relationship if not chosen by MC since they call each other soulbinds, even if either of them are with MC- this is still true. They'd be the most likely to have a polycule with MC.
Alice and Hana. They would always have a relationship if not romanced by MC. They are childhood best friends and are practically inseparable. Hana is one of the only people who truly, truly understands Alice.
Felix and Jayce. Complete and total opposites. Wouldn't always have a relationship, but would if either side was encouraged. Felix is tall, stoic, quiet. Jayce is short, expressive, extroverted. They bond over family and find that they share a lot more in common than they originally thought.
Imani and Nerine. Would have a relationship if encouraged. Imani doesn't do crushes, or so she thought. It would start out as a small crush on her suitemate because they're comfortable; they are everything she admires and more. They become fast friends, either way.
Those are the only ROs that would get together with other ROs, though I'd have an honorable mention for Sylas and Kaen- IF they both weren't on the more aromantic side. Neither of them are particularly interested in relationships, and both are demisexual. MC would be an exception for them.
in lighter news, i really need to finish making this Tumblr page that's just info of my OCs- lmao
But I got overwhelmed bc I have to make pictures of them all or find temp pics for them.
Maybe aesthetic ones that I credit?
a not-so-normal irl post from me but-
I live in an apartment and my furnace stopped working yesterday-
is this considered a maintenance emergency? should I call the hotline or just put in a normal work order? (i've never done this before)
It's currently 20° here with snow on the ground and the heat in the apt has steadily been dropping-
It was around 64° when I went to bed last night and it's 58° in here now.
all of my favorite IFs have face claims and since I'm also working on an IF (where all my OCs are from), i've finally found the perfect face claim for Theo and Seb.
It's Oscar Wadsager, and now I feel determined to find face claims for the rest of my OCs-
the absolute most random shit, but i seriously play too much valorant lmfao
