Jan 6
scrolling destiel fics to see if it still sparks anything in me but constantly shaking my head so the anonymous spirits watching me know i disagree with dean taking an "am i gay" uquiz
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scrolling destiel fics to see if it still sparks anything in me but constantly shaking my head so the anonymous spirits watching me know i disagree with dean taking an "am i gay" uquiz
self-harm for beginners by nephilot
summary:
as i said in my tumblr post: dean walking in on sam's self-harming during s7 🤤🤤🤤 sam staring up at him with wide, wet eyes, can't say anything, blade covered in blood. dean spinning the emotive wheel and landing on rage: "what the hell, sammy? now my brother's a teenage girl?"
“I’m not—” Sam stops. He feels sick and fuzzy. Any moment now, Satan’s gonna start getting chatty. The side of the bathtub should be firm and hard against his back, but even that lacks materiality. Everything is just as fake as everything else. “Okay, first of all, I’m not a teenage girl.” It’s the wrong thing to go after, he’s barely making sense. And Dean doesn’t even deign to respond to that verbally. He just nods at the cuts.
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who would you want to comfort you after you are raped
dean winchester
sam winchester
castiel
there is no other option you MUST pick
in "long-distance call" john should have told dean to get undressed and start touching himself. sam should have walked in like what on earth are you doing dean? who are you on the phone with?
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ok stay with me but h2o just add water episode of spn where sam gets mako'd and they're having the same old debate abt the ontological evilness of monsters and dean's staring down at sam with a muscle twitching in his jaw and his jaw clenched like dean is sososo angry he wants to do untold violence to his brother and the whole time sam's tail is flopping out of the motel bathtub
high school dean canonically invited a girl to come watch i spit on your grave with him
imagine you're 17-18 and the guy you like takes you to see a brutal rape and revenge movie
supernatural is a beautiful show abt two men who say "sarry" interacting with a vibrant landscape of supernatural creatures who say "soorry"