#nw.

[karendawson]

i  saw  my  life  branching  out  before  me  like  a  green  fig  tree.    from  the  tip  of  every  branch,  like  a  fat  purple  fig,  a  wonderful  future  beckoned  and  winked.    one  fig  was  a  husband  and  a  happy  home  and  children,  and  another  fig  was  a  famous  poet  and  another  fig  was  a  brilliant  professor––

[nathanielwolff]

natw: new things 

[rhodeslibby]

thank you to everyone who applied! a lot of rlly cool people applied and it was really hard picking members for the bookclub but after a long wait, here we are! big thanks to @naeshiem for helping me out <3

@alekzandermorozova // @nikolai-lantsov // @ohvaltersen // @matsboyd @allisonreynolds // @thecorvusrex // @brvkker // @bsargent // @fjrebolt @adxmprrish // @parrishi // @softgods // @bluuesargent // @aethemis @reneeswalkers // @klldarlings // @apolymi // @ohhenrywinter // @jesprefahey @williamherxndale // @andreil // @flowersparrish // @hauntingmoon

what to do next:

submit an icon, your name, pronouns, and a very short description of yourself (or a quote) [here] for the members page (coming soon)

accept the friend request from [me] so i can add you to the group on goodreads

(if you haven’t received a friend request from me by the end of today then please let me know!)

sometime soon you should also receive a request to join the sideblog

once you’re in the goodreads group please vote in the poll for this month’s book

i apologise for the wait, and i understand if any of you can’t get your hands on whatever book we decide on

thanks again for applying, so excited to get to know you all!  ❤️💛💚💙💜

[nathanielwolff]

natw: new episode out today. / @northmanskarsgard

[nathanielwolff]

natw: mood

[nathanielwolff]

natw: the couple that call each other king and queen, then fight in the wal-mart parking lot. xo

[plasticenebullshxt]

I try for hours to get up the nerve to kiss you, and once I finally have it, you’re dead in the bed next to me, coins on your eyelids and I can hear my mother weeping as she repeats and repeats and repeats and repeats, “Why will no one help my son?”

Whenever I have nightmares they seem to cycle around the same concept. My mother is often crying. A lot of the time, so am I. I’ve awakened from these terrors more times than I can count with my cheeks and pillowcase soaked, and a headache that lasts through the day. This time, though, you’re new.

You’re new in the waking world, too, of course. It feels like it’s been eons since I met you, since I first learned of your existence and decided I’ll never be the same. You’ve reached into the darkest depths of my psyche with your beautiful hands and managed to extricate the most withered and odious facets that make up the person I am today, the person laying in the bed next to you as you sleep on your side with your arm slung over my waist. And you’ve done it in no time flat.

I think you’re a miracle worker, you see, because not one other being on this earth has managed to so quickly delve into my secrets, or to come out still wanting me around. It’s not that you’re unscathed, but that you’re unshaken, and when you tell me that I’m beautiful, I can’t possibly help but agree. When you kiss every inch of my body, when your hands move over my skin, when your eyes lock onto mine and your breath becomes my breath and our heartbeats sync, I can’t possibly help but agree.

And I know, I know, I’m no fool- there are parts of you, too, which I have yet to uncover. I catch a glimpse of them when I say certain things, touch you certain ways. They’re buried deep and you’re too proud to let them out. But please know that for as much as I am forgetful and impulsive and foolhardy and proud, I have the utmost patience for you, for you, and I’ll prove it to you a thousand times over.

But for now, my love, let’s dream.

[plasticenebullshxt]

all of a sudden just like that i’ve found someone who i’m completely enamored of and i can’t get enough and it’s been no time at all but i’ve NEVER connected with anyone the way i’ve connected with him and i don’t ever want him to go away and the scariest thing is that he feels the same way which.... all of this is absolutely batshit crazy but i understand now how people can meet in vegas and get married in a weekend, not that i want to marry him all of a sudden or anything but i just. get it.