i’ve always wanted you *࿐
NYLA HARPER X (FEM!)READER
tw; jealous!nyla harper, lesbians, jealousy/possessive — rough kissing/, kinda angst(?), fluff & angst, non proof read poo
pov : uhh 2nd pov
angela wasnt with wesley at the time — but shes a tease for this one 🥹
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summary: both you and nyla thought it was better to be casual with each other, but you catch yourself falling in love with her each day and because of it — you start to ignore her and avoid her. Nyla catches on and sees many others flirting with you causing her to become jealous and upset.
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You started ignoring Nyla for a few days now, taking whatever Tim or Nolan gave you just so you wouldn’t see her at all. You weren’t supposed to catch feeling for Nyla, it was supposed to be a casual fling with her.
But everytime you were caught sneaking glances at Nyla — your heart starts to beat faster, the palms of your hands would sweat like crazy and you knew it would hurt if you told her the truth,
she did tell you specifically to keep thing casual.
Yes, when you saw other people flirting with Nyla, you would be extremely jealous. Which was werid because she wasn’t yours in the start. But you were ignoring her, why would it matter so much when you were pushing yourself away from her?
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You were standing next to both Celina and Nolan, they were busy talking about what had happened to the man who had died just a few hours ago before receiving a call about some stench coming from the backyard.
Your eyes were fixated on the body in front of you before you heard some of your colleagues talking about something - or someone, which you know. They always do, but they say your name leading you to freeze up.
“Have you seen her? It would be nice to get her in my bed, have you seen her body?” You overhear, your cheeks flushed then you quickly look at both Celina and Nolan, Celina looks at you before smiling, the usual smile she gives you every morning.
You then turn around and looks at them, before hopping into the conversation, “Well I don’t just walk in someone bed, good luck with that.” You smirk at them, one of them turns to face Angela who was grinning.
“Sweetheart, you shouldn’t be playing hard to get. We both know we could easily get you in bed without even trying.” Her voice was slightly deeper, and her grin grew. She lifts her hand to move a strand of hair out of your face, you knew Angela loved to tease you.
But in the distance, Nyla was watching. Standing there, her jaw cletched and her hands were shaking in anger. All she could feel was how angry and upset she was, before she could even think about her actions, she was already standing near both you and Angela.
“Can you all get back to work? This is a crime scene, not some place where you could flirt around.” Nyla’s voice slightly raised, she crosses her arms before she looks your way. You could feel her getting impatient.
“Yeah, okay..” you softly mutter before walking away from Angela, walking back towards Celina who was standing next to Lucy now.
When you reach both Lucy and Celina, you turn to take a glance at Angela and your colleagues, and see that most of them were frustrated at Nyla who had ruined the fun.
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After endless crimes and violence, you finally sit down for lunch. You were sitting next to Nolan, Tim and Lucy.
“Why is she so sour today? Well, she always is but today she’s been so hard-headed today!” Lucy groans, and Tim just agrees. “Who?” You asked her,
“You haven’t caught on?” Tim looks at you confused before Nolan sighs, Celina comes around and sits down next to you, frowning due to whatever is leading to this conversation.
“Caught on—what? What are you guys talking about??” You look at all four of them, confused and slightly a little angry. But then Lucy looks at you before letting out a chuckle.
“Well early today, remember when Angela was flirting with you? Well it seems like Nyla got angry, leading to her sour mood.” Celina says before taking a bite of her lunch that was in front of her.
“Its been like that since last week, she’s been giving everyone a hard time. Even if she’s not supposed to, her mood bring everyone else down if shes sour.” Nolan sighs, you feel your heart racing against your chest.
“What am I supposed to do about that?” You grumble, and Tim stares at you. “Fix it. Talk to her, and apologize for the flirting.”
And Celina looks up from her food before saying “I agree, you better hurry, her sour mood is starting to affect everyone now.”
You nod before getting up. But before walking away you turn to look at the four — “so where would Nyla be found?”
“With Angela,” Nolan says looking up at you “or her desk.” Tim pokes his food with the fork in his hand. You turn away, “Right, where else?” You chuckle before walking around to find Nyla.
—— You found Nyla sitting at her desk with a pout on her face, she was looking at the screen infront of her — you caught her eyes look at you from the screen.
Then before you could say anything, she turns her chair around to face you. Her hands grip her lap tightly. “Can we talk after work, please?” Her voice softened around you.
“After? Yea — and I wanted you to apologized for.. early.” You muttered and you could see Nyla’s eyes smile but not her lips. “It’s fine,” She turns away and her eyes dart back to the screen.
When you turned away and walked off, Nyla rests her head apon her hands. Her mind was everywhere, she couldn’t stop thinking about you and how much she craved you.
Angela comes around the corner and sits at her deck, which the woman in front of her had hearts all around her, leading her to smirk.
“Thinking about her aren’t you? I saw the way you acted when I was flirting with her, your darling girl.” Angela chuckled before opening the folder in front of her.
“Angela, Im not in love with her—“
“Liar.” Angela laughed before looking up fron the folder to see Nyla’s cheeks were red and a slight groan comes from her.
“She was ignoring me for a week, what am I supposed to do?” Nyla looks up from her hands.
“And now she’s talking to me? I told you, how I kept things casual with her. What does she want? Does she want me or not. . ?” Nyla frowns while looking at Angela
Angela giggles before leaning forward, “Why don’t you ask her? get the truth- without acting all detective on her.”
“I told her that I wanted to keep it casual.”
“Well, maybe tell her how you truthfully feel.”
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After work, Nyla has been in her black leather jacket, white long sleeve which was slightly dirty and jeans. She waited and waited for you.
Once you open the door, her eyes turned straight to you. And she walked quickly to you, as soon as she was closer to you — her arms wrap around your waist.
Your arms slowly but gently wrap around her neck before she whispered, “im tired of you ignoring me, ignoring my calls and messages,” her voice was deep before she leans in closer to your ear.
“Please, tell me what’s wrong. Did I do something wrong?” She looks at you, her eyes roam your face — scanning carefully.
“You didn’t do anything—“
“Then why are you ignoring me?”
You couldn’t dare tell her that you fell in love with her, when she told you that all she wanted to keep thing casual, nothing more.
You both promised to not fall in love, but you broke that promise and fell in love with Nyla.
“Don’t you dare lie to me, tell me the truth.” Nyla’s voice was deep, you could feel how much she wanted the truth from you.
“I know when you lie to me, please tell me.” She begged quietly, she hated begged and you knew it but she only begged for you.
It was silent for a while untill you say,
“I broke the promise.” you dart your eyes away from her face before continuing, “I— Im in love with you.” You confessed, Nyla was quiet, but you could feel her eyes on you — burning a hole.
Her grip on your waist tighten by little before she lifts one of her hands to turn your chin back towards her, your eyes turn up towards the woman.
Nyla then pulls you closer before she leans in to kiss you, her lips soft against yours. Her eyes were shut closed, and her eyebrowns furrowed. She was desperate for you. . . And you only.
The hand that was on your waist gently guided you closer to her, your body was now against hers. You could possibly feel her heartbeat against your own.
Once she pulled back, her breath was heavy and she sighed in relief before muttering, “I loved you, god i loved you. You don’t know how long I had been waiting for you to say that.”
“I hated it, I don’t like it when you ignore me and flirt with other people when your mine. No one else is going to take you away, I want you and I know im not always like this but gosh—“ Nyla sighs,
“I always wanted you only, and I know that I said I wanted to keep it casual. But it was because I didn’t want to be broken in the end again.” But before she could even continue, you cover her mouth.
“Well I know that we might have our ups and downs, but I know damn well that I wouldn’t dare to break you apart, not when I fell first—“
“How are you so sure that you fell in love first?” Nyla voice teased before she reached a strand of hair out of your face. She started to giggle before kissing you gently, ——
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grammer is so bad ignore it …
