Feb 22, 2018
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Standing in front of the traffic light just to look at the lights can be weird, so I made this to stare at my leisure. Technology 👏
what are you studying at uni? **
I’m studying philosophy and anglophone studies :)
Sooo, I got to this point where I have to decide my own journey through life. It supposed to be the most awesome part of life because now, you can do what you always wanted to do for a living and be what you always wanted to become. I honestly felt like I couldn’t be happier than a minute ago, there’s nothing to celebrate about, and I definitely don’t know what to do about it all. The feeling when everything starts to become impossible, made me realised why people stick with their old routine, live through the day, and do it all over again. I know I wouldn’t want to live like that, but it keeps caving on me and it honestly made me feel like a fool trying to think I would be spared from that life. All my life, up until now, I always seek the means to be unconventional, I seek objectives that people think they are impossible, in fact, I thrive on achieving the impossible. But what if this time, it’s actually impossible? But don’t get me wrong, I hit rock bottom before, I failed before, the only thing that keeps me going forward is the high you get when despite the outcome, you reach the impossible threshold. It just felt a bit bad and self-deprecating when people told me I would “go far in life” and in my heart, I couldn’t accept that fact because I don’t think I can. It doesn’t take a person to finish school to figure that out, some people realised that earlier, some people don’t. I kept up my act together because I don’t want to disappoint the people that supported me, but maybe today –
i finished school ^_^
I'm imagining us slow dancing to Coldplay's 'Amazing Day'. Because if we did, it would literally be an amazing day.
me, every sleepless night.
tagged by @alien-sunflower-seed (who else would do this hahaha :))
Rules: Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. If the person before you has the same initial, you must come up with different answers. You cannot use any word twice. Have fun!
What is your name: Naz
A four letter word: nice
A boy’s name: nathan
A girl’s name: nicole
An occupation: narrator
Something you wear: necktie
A color: navy blue <3
A food: Nutri-Grain ahaha
Something you find in the bathroom: nail clipper (no kidd)
A place: new york
A reason for being late: never early
Something you shout: NICE
Something you drink: nescafe coffee
A music group/band: Neon Trees
An animal: nightingale
A type of car: NASCAR cars?? it’s a type of car, not brand :p
Title of a song: Number One by Tove Styrke
cool
You can tell a lot about a person from their music. Hit shuffle on your iPod, MP3 player, iTunes, etc. and put the first 10 songs! One rule, no skipping!
@alien-sunflower-seed tagged me, I recommend all the songs!
Everglow by Coldplay
Que Veux-Tu - Madeon Remix by Yelle
Wait by Lemaitre
Shooting Star - Acoustic by Owl City
Perpetual Mobile by Penguin Cafe Orchestra
Stuck in Nostalgia - Besnine remix by Manganas Garden
That Girl by Justin Timberlake
Divinity by Porter Robinson
Warm On A Cold Night by HONNE
Rocketeer by Far East Movement, Ryan Tedder
I always listen with Spotify ^_^
I tag @kichoize @ca-eight-rin @theawesomegilbird @words-with-books and anybody who wants to do it!
I had a dream today. It wasn’t as fantastical as it may seem, but someone that I was very fond of hugged me from behind and leaned her head on my left shoulder.
It wasn’t anything much, but I was so mad about the fact that instead of just flowing with it, feeling happy and content, I was anxious, confused, and I just want her to let go. I was so mad about the fact that she might be leaning in for a kiss and all I could think of is that she’s crazy if she’s going for it.
Of course, it was just a dream. I’ve seen her differently now, but of all the people that could have appeared in my dream to do just that, to think that in the deep recess of my subconscious mind it is her that I would rather have hugged me, also made me feel sad when I woke up.
She only hugged me once, when I gave her a gift for her birthday and it was the best hug I’ve ever had. :(