#oblitusvenatrix

[hemo-erotic--archive]

HEY GONNA ADD MICAIAH TO SKYLAR'S STILL UNFINISHED RELATIONSHIP PAGE

but does she have long hair or short hair or

fucking Yuuki I don't understand

I must know for images

[goldendeceit]

If I put something in my drafts it's safe to say it will never see the light of day. Things I found in there:   ---the Shinra/Izaya HS fic I was writing for Riko   ---a response drabble to the word "Sadism"   ---replies to Anju, hazeleyedsmoker (supaold), secret-informant (supaold), diabolousvictima, & oblitus-venatrix

Needless to say, I suck.

[heaven-rose-blog]

I'm sorry

     What can he do to take it all back? What can he do to make it better? To erase what he has done? Valkyr doesn't have a clue. He doesn't have any answer to that question. He abandoned a friend, in their time of need, simply because "there was nothing he could do". He abandoned his friend, because he didn't want to watch them crumble knowing there was nothing he could do to stop it.

     And now they're better. By some stroke of luck, they have recovered, and are fine (or at least it seems that way). And he wants to make things better. He's tried to apologize for leaving. He's tried to explain his reasoning. He's even tried ignoring the problem and acting like life has carried on. And it's not working. Now it's him who's been abandoned. Ignored.

     He doesn't blame them. He knows it was selfish of him to leave like that. He knows he should have kept trying, even if he was too useless to help. Now he's... alone.

     They probably hate him now. He wouldn't blame them. He would hate himself too right now. He doesn't want to try anymore. He wants to give up.

     But giving up was what got him in this situation in the first place, wasn't it?

     Valkyr is sitting by the Seine, watching the water. What should I do? he wonders. And still, there is no answer. No solution.

     Giving up wasn't the right answer last time. But he's starting to wonder if it's the right answer this time. He can't force them to acknowledge him. He can't force them to accept his apology. He can only pray. And once again, he is faced with his uselessness. With his selfishness. With his stupidity, and insensitivity.

     For not the first time... Valkyr hates himself.

     I'm sorry.

[akagikouhai]

oblitus-venatrix

cleaningrobot

He patted the cleaning robot as it passed by, then looked to the stranger with a polite smile. "Ah, hello. How can I help you?"

[mmamagician-archive-blog]

oblitus-venatrix replied to your post: 33.

wat about her blatant disregard for vampires and lycans and succubi and incubi and MONSTRAI IN GENERAL c:

[[ uwu Karin doesn't believe in vampires. She doesn't like them, and she's never met one, so she doesn't believe in them. 

She believes in monsters, silly, she fights shadows every night. :3 And she knows Catherine. ]]