May 23
Obsession was a good movie but damn, one of those movies that feels too pointed at me.
#on today of all days -.-#after making that last post#multiple emotions coming at me already#and then a movie throwing them all right back at me#………..#I actually was triggered#spoiler#spoiler spoiler#obsession spoiler#ahead#spoiler spoiler spoiler#so stop if you haven’t seen it#……#when he tried leaving and she goes into her monologue about how she’s going to kill herself slowly#how he’s going to leave her alone and she’s going to slowly sink into death .. in such a morbid way of talking about it#I’m literally sitting there like 🤦🏻♂️😮💨#the moments of clarity and harm and taking it back and the whiplash of going back and forth#the inescapability of it#like …… trauma mama#add on how loud it was and how horrible the sound system is that it was just literally painful …#it was became a rough movie to watch .. but it was a good movie I’d recommend it#kinda hilarious. kinda fucked up. kind of a love story kind of not at all……..#…… oh that’s why she said at the beginning It’s a story about love. and he’s like Romance. and she’s like No.#and he’s like Those the same thing? …. no.#anyway I’m sitting in my car while the thought of buying a pack passes cuz I already thought I would earlier and that made it worse#but I don’t want to start smoking again. the last pack I bought was a one off and that’s good that it was.#so this would be too I’m sure but if you keep saying This is a One Off then eventually you’re back on your habit#so I’ll take the large popcorn that I hardly ate which wasn’t very good and I’ll introduce it to the beers in my fridge#and either fall asleep or watch another movie on my own#because we hung out just to see a movie that’s it.