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3. How would you describe your childhood? "Fucking awful. Painful, isolated, I was... an asset, not a child. I'm glad so many of the people who were in it are dead now. No one deserves that kind of childhood. No one."
4. When you were a kid, what did you want to be when you grew up? "Free. There wasn't a lot of room for wanting anything, for hope or ambition. I just wanted to be free. To be alive and free-- to not be so hurt and afraid anymore. I'm free now. I'm alive. I'm working on healing the rest."
5. Do you have any role models? Tell us a little bit about them. "Role models? I don't think so-- never really had anyone to look up to, or to aspire to be. Most of the people that COULD have been role models were people I wanted to NEVER be so... does that count?"
6. Are you introverted or extroverted? Why? "Introverted, for certain. I don't get energy from people, they tend to exhaust me. Don't get me wrong, I love my friends-- I just know that if I want to recharge it's got to be one-on-one or alone. Sylvas is an exception-- I can spend the whole day with them and not be exhausted socially. That's probably just what it's like to be in love though-- I don't know if there are any further factors."
7. How would you describe yourself in three words? "Uhm... survival, fear and... love. Yes, yes I think love works. It wouldn't have before but now? I think yes, it works now."
10. What's your biggest goal? How do you hope to achieve this? "My biggest goal? Uh... I guess get... better? Overall? Try to repair some of the damage done when I was younger, when I was helpless. When I was... hurt. I'm in therapy now so, I guess that's in part how I'll achieve that. I also have friends now, so that's... that helps. Khatte's been really good with that, and it would have taken me much longer to open up to my therapist without his vote of confidence."
15. Who is the most important person in your life? Why? "Sylvas. No question, no contest, none of it. They... saved me. From a horrible life, a horrible fate. They were the first person to ever care about me and they're the love of my life. They showed me what it was like to be cared for, loved, to be WANTED for something other than what I could sacrifice. That? That's worth everything."
16. Do you believe in soulmates? Why or why not? "I... I don't-- it's-- I... didn't. It's not something I'm supposed to think about, it's not something I SHOULD be thinking about. Or addressing it's..." He crosses his arms, shoulders up by his ears, anxious. "I think I do believe. I shouldn't. I KNOW I shouldn't-- but the Bond I have with Sylvas-- with their heart beating next to mine every moment of the day? They are half of everything I am, I live my life with every breath taken knowing they're there, if that isn't soulmates, I don't know what is."











