#oc warfire

[unfortunaterobots]

Warfire: I was just like you when I was younger. Head full of fantasies of dying like a martyr.

Teal: Yes.

Warfire: Dying is easy, young man. Living is harder.

[unfortunaterobots]

Tell me sad stuff about OCs

Sad stuff!  Got it!

Hmmmm…  Well, there’s always the fact that Warfire thinks his brother is actually dead, and that’s really hard on him. Sure, they were never terribly affectionate, and not even always all that nice to each other. But they were still the closest people either of them had. That’s part of why he was there for Teal after the whole thing with Rebound went down, even though before that he’d found Vape and Teal to be mostly annoying and bothersome. He knows what it’s like to loose a brother, and a mentor, and a friend all at once. He knows exactly what suddenly being alone feels like, and he’s angrier than ever that the Decepticons have the gall to do that to someone else. Warfire really, really hates Decepticons…

And there’s the whole “Antishock never really forgives himself for Hot Start’s death” thing. That’s why, after the war, he searches around for whoever needs some help, and he doesn’t care that Rebound and Deathtrap aren’t Decepticons anymore. He doesn’t care that they’re traitors who he at one time would have really despised. He helps them anyway, even though he’s got no intention of going back on the Decepticon cause after he already lost so much defending it. It’s kind of his way of trying to make it up to Hots for everything. Hots had such a high opinion of him, and always just wanted people to be okay no matter who they were. Antishock wants to be able to live up to that, even if he knows it’s too little too late.

I suppose some sad stuff relating to our current RP would be that Speedtalk’s kind of still in love, but he knows he loves a person who doesn’t exist anymore, and he’s not sure if he loves the person Niveous is now. He wants things to go back to the way they were, like some kind of story book ending, but he’s starting to get that things aren’t ever just going to be the same and it’s because of what he did. It’s really confusing and painful for him, especially because if he lets himself think about it at all, he knows that it’s all his fault and that he should take responsibility for it. He doesn’t forgive himself, so he just tries to push the thoughts away and not care so he doesn’t have to think about it. Even so, he really can’t stand himself sometimes. But then he’ll just go and blame it all on the war and on everyone else, because he’s just sure that there’s no way he could possibly be the one who ruins everything for himself. If he accepted that he was the one causing all his problems, he might actually have to, I don’t know, try to be a decent person and stop doing things that he knows are damaging to himself and every single person around him. Which of course he doesn’t want to do. At all.