#ocd!sam

[winchesterlesbian]

Imagine having moral OCD in a world where you have undeniable proof that angels and demons, and therefore a built-in dichotomy of right and wrong, exist. Imagine you have been corrupted by the force you've been taught is inherently evil. Where you have been raised to Save People and Do Good yet are tethered to evil against your will. Where you fear losing control of yourself. Imagine having compulsions related to locking and checking doors in a world where monsters are 100% real and out to get you and have already killed most of the people you love and care about. This happened to my good friend Sam Winchester

[syncope-chic]

I wrote a fic!………. Check her out

The critics are buzzing!

“You are a great writer” - my friend who hasnt seen supernatural

“Idk if he would rape her he seems so docile” - the same friend who hasnt seen supernatural but is going off my characterization

[flowersintheimpala69]

CW // self harm

See. I’m trying to be normal. But ocd!sam has infiltrated all my waking thoughts. Just. Him wanting to be clean. Never being clean. Putting his hand on the stove so Dean dosent die on the next hunt. Scratching his arm raw as if he can get the bad out. Tapping the table three times so that he can rest easy, breaking his finger because if he dosent dean will hate him. God I just. Sigh.