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As much as I want to see how Adachi's new character portrait would look, I think it'd be really funny if Atlus just never shows it off. Not a single glimpse of it in any of the trailers or promo materials; we're not seeing that sucker until the game officially drops.
The suspense, the buildup would be amazing 😂
Now that I've returned from MomoCon (had a great time, even though the drive both there and back took a lot out of me), my to-do list before returning to work on Friday looks something like this:
Rest and recover!
Get back to playing Alan Wake 2
Reread my WIPs so I can resume work on them
1000 or so. Finish unpacking :)
Kanon Litchi Hikari Club, the character that you are 💖
Alright, here goes...I have amazing news, but I'm so nervous.
To put the most important part at the top, hello, my name is Adrian, and despite, you know, the world, I'm ready to come out as a trans man! Not to my family, hell no to that, but to my friends. To the people who care about me as a person.
I have been doing a lot of thinking about my gender over the past year. Cosplaying Akihiko at last year's MomoCon, and having people actually think I was a man, gave me so much joy that things slowly began to click.
And then I kept putting it off and putting it off, because fear. And because I couldn't settle on a name that fits me. Hard to come out if I don't have a name decided, am I right?
But Sunday, I felt so *elated* when I'd heard that ProtonJon came out as trans. And it was like hearing a voice in my head saying, "It's time."
Good thing I'd figured out my preferred name that same day XD
So there you have it! I've been slow-rolling the coming out process, but now I think it's time to actually make posts about this. And with that said, time to hit Post before I start having second thoughts
Yet another example of Tumblr being a functional website (the number won't go away even after I'd both refreshed and caught up with my dash).
So, 2025 has certainly...been one of the years of all time.
There had been some good points. I'd finally come out as a trans man to my friends, and they've all been incredibly kind and supportive. I finished The Great Ace Attorney, a fantastic game that had inspired so many fic ideas--even if I didn't finish any of them this year, that still counts for a lot. Especially since through that game I've met an incredible group of friends who I would gladly protect at all costs. Seriously, I care about them so much and I don't even want to imagine life without them.
Aside from that, though...2025 ranged from rough to awful, both personally and, ya know, the world. And even though 2026 will have more than its fair share of bullshit...I feel inspired to make it a good one. I have a yearning to break out of this meek, passive shell I'd been trapped within for far too long. I'm so fucking tired of feeling unable to express myself for one reason or another.
So, I'm making some Resolutions!
Finish at least five fics!
I'm keeping this number low because I don't want to feel too overwhelmed right out of the gate. And I've struggled a lot with my writing in 2025. But I want to at least finish some of the WIPs in my folder...they've been sitting there long enough.
2. Actually start the transitioning process.
Whether it be going on T, getting top surgery, or something else, I want to start transitioning. It may be difficult, considering where I live. And my family will certainly give me shit for it, but I want to start living as my genuine self. It's way past time.
3. Create my OC for my yume ship.
...Yeah, I haven't mentioned this on Tumblr, but I kinda have a yume ship going! I haven't really set up anything OC or lore-wise, because my mind is an asshole, but it still exists if only in my head. But my little guy must take form and kiss Kazuma. And bother him a little. I want to have something instead of feeling so self-conscious about not having a damn thing, not even a design.
4. Be more expressive and whimsical and free.
This one's gonna be harder to measure, but I just…I'm so tired of not feeling like I can express any sort of strong emotions. Any sort of excitement. Anything.
And this also means expressing my thoughts and opinions more often on this hellsite, instead of once in a blue moon. I hope I'm up to the challenge XD
5. ...Move away from the conservative, dead-end town where I currently live, if at all possible.
Because...I don't know how well I can accomplish any of those things if I still live with my mom in a place where there is nothing to do. I feel so trapped here and mom's...yeah.
Best of luck to everyone in 2026, including myself! Hopefully this year is a good one!
Today, a most tragic event has occured.
My air fryer has stopped working.
I know that I'm more used to having she/her pronouns used for me, and that's still fine...but lately I've been feeling kinda *hand waggle* about it. I wish I knew how to precisely explain this, but basically, feel free to use any pronouns for me! I want to see how I feel about them and which set makes me happiest.
