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Dear Diary…
He’s gone again. Back to the Capitol. He never gets to stay for long and it hurts having to say goodbye to him. I could never tell him how much it’s hurts me when he’s away. I don’t want to seem selfish when he’s the one suffering but I can’t do it.
How do you tell someone that you become physically unable to live when they aren’t around. I couldn’t tell him that I wanted to give up, I love him and he doesn’t deserve to know that. I need to step up and be the bigger person, I need to save him from the negatives back home.
I can’t be the person to make his life even more miserable than it already is. He deserves so much better. He deserves better than me.










