Jan 18, 2025
God the unbecoming, the unraveling of a lifetime of shit that’s not yours, the process of coming back to yourself is so fucking painful. Keep going. You’re doing great.
You are not trying to find yourself. You were never lost. It’s a slow rememberance, a coming home of who you really are before the world told you who you should be. I’m proud of myself. I’m proud of you too. Yes this is a snz blog. Yes this isn’t sneeze. Just a place of thoughts. I love you. I want nothing more from me, from you, other than to be authentic.
#NOT SNZ#yes I’m having a hard fucking time clearly#literally#a baptism of fire into life#sometimes I feel suffocated under all that’s happened to me#and the deep#patterns and limiting beliefs#it’s caused#but it’s just a pattern nothing is permanent#surrendering to the feelings#god the grief it’s so strong#buts it’s ok!! feelings r good !! pain is a sign of growth#of expansion#letting winter be winter#a season of deep rest and processing#yes will#probably delete later so u can go back to the horn