Oct 5, 2025
OF VIRTUE - Sober
"I had it all 'cause I had you. I fucked it up. I wish I knew that this is hell that I put you through. I told you that I tried, but that wasn't true." 🖤
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OF VIRTUE - Sober
"I had it all 'cause I had you. I fucked it up. I wish I knew that this is hell that I put you through. I told you that I tried, but that wasn't true." 🖤
Catch Your Breath, Of Virtue and Until I Wake were so good. I do enjoy a smaller venue. Though it was weird to experience the sticky floors of Asylum sober ...
music dump 🎶
all songs and more in my playlist:
Suffer by Of Virtue
Bias Line Dynamic
Hoseok: my husband. the opposite of who i am. never lets me forget my self worth. fucks with Yoongi, doesn’t feel threatened by my male friends. appreciates what i have to say. i have autonomy. values me.
(true unconditional love; gentle reparenting)
Jungkook: my boyfriend. whisks me away from the pressures of life. he doesn’t wanna be married or have kids. too innocent, hasn’t let society turn him cynical/nihilistic. never judges me when i don’t act normal, or act childish.
(youth; no commitment, no regrets, unmasked autism)
Jimin: my twin flame. my mirror. knows my head and heart. makes me believe in romantic friendships. cuddles, kisses, dates. this man knows my identity. i don’t have to explain myself to him.
(queer platonic relationship, self love)
Yoongi: college ex-boyfriend who became my bestfriend. i can run to him when i’m in trouble. never have to doubt my safety. not no damn “nice guy who feels friendzoned” or “sticking around to get back together”. DOESN’T WANT SHIT IN RETURN FOR HIS COMPANY, VALUES ME NONROMANTICALLY/SEXUALLY!
(male friendship; safety/security)
Namjoon: my role model. my mentor. the man i have a crush on at work because of his big ass brain. easy conversations. def knows how i feel about him but doesn’t address it and continues to take care of me. celebrates my accomplishment. (i have a father at home and yet this sounds like daddy issues as i’m typing this… do i have daddy issues😦? damn.)
(self-actualization)
Title:Iris Of Virtue
If it is hidden, it is the Flower; If it is not, it is not flower.
- Fushikaden, Zeami(A.D.1363-1443) -
The famous Japanese aesthetician, Noh actor and playwright writes The secret essence of Art Which has been read among those Who are in pursuit of artistic truth To this date.
That being said When looking at flowers in nature, Say, this iris flower from my garden, That flower of virtue, I believe, Comes out naturally Whether it is hidden or not.
Iris of virtue, in essence, And anything if it is a real thing, Cannot be missed Like its sweet scent Comforts one's heart tenderly.
Yet perhaps It can be said that The secret of that beauty Is being always hidden Or invisible Because that true beauty resides, As Plato of Athens mentions, Always in Ideal world.
秘すれば花 秘せずば花なるべからず
- 『風姿花伝』世阿弥 -
秘せずとも 菖蒲の花は かぐわしく アレテは常に イデアに在らむ
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