#ofanguish

[horrormaestro-aa]

you  gotta  know  it’s  april  fool’s  when  @ofanguish​  is  “”””verified””””

[voidivide]

I follow u because anybody you have done has always enticed me and made me wanna know more??? Even jeff hardy like I been knew about him but I felt like you breathed more life into him and I was inspired???? and also because with zero u made me check out dir en grey which I have wanted to for a few years now but never have until you reblogged music from them isbdindksld I adore u and ur portrayals and I can’t wait to do more things with u xoxo gossip girl

          holly you’re gonna make me crY WHAT THE EJHLKJEHLJEH THANK YOU!!!!!!

meme ( accepting ) // @ofanguish anonymous

[voidivide]

↕ + 5'10 suzuki B)

i’m–

meme ( accepting ) // @ofanguish

[lavmisc]

[ 𝑡𝑜 @ofanguish​​​​ ( 𝑓𝑜𝑟𝑡𝑦 𝑞𝑢𝑖𝑛𝑛 ), 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑓𝑟𝑜𝑚 𝑚𝑦𝑖𝑎. ] “Shit, are you crying? I didn’t mean to do it that hard.”

it was obviously not a strike of rage that accidentally hit on her body.

( knowing the other’s demeanor, it’s less than likely that he was meant to actually hurt her. )

but times of pleasure and times of joking around can tend to get too far within the pair, especially on myia’s end of things.

she can laugh her way through this pain, can’t she?

“  you’re fine, don’t even worry. ”  she ruffled his hair up playfully before organising herself back up. 

“  just next time, don’t do that shit, yeah? ”

[lavmisc]

[ 𝑡𝑜 @ofanguish​​​​ ( 𝑚𝑜𝑥𝑙𝑒𝑦 ), 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑓𝑟𝑜𝑚 𝑟𝑖𝘩𝑜. ] “Don’t get up just yet, I’ll miss having you next to me.”

to enjoy the comfort of the view and the arms wrapped around her loosely wouldn’t be as much of a challenge as she made herself to believe.

her life was worked around working and constant travel for that said work, and yet, she felt a lot more comfort in the singular space right here at this moment.

the breeze slowly flowing through.

warmth radiating their bodies like a warm hug.

and yet the hug that she felt at this current moment felt more real than anything else. 

      ( maybe it was because it was. she had that person next to her. )

her stomach growls and she slowly gout out of the grip, only to be pulled back in gently, but wrapped in tighter.

“  but i’m sure you want some food! i can make it for us to eat in bed? ”

[lavmisc]

[ 𝑡𝑜 @ofanguish ( 𝘩𝑖𝑟𝑜𝑚𝑢 ), 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑓𝑟𝑜𝑚 𝑖𝑏𝑢𝑠𝘩𝑖. ] "do you need some space?" 

he was worn out. 

each week in and out was a complete routine similar to the last and he didn’t quite know how he managed to get himself into a situation like this, body slumped against a cold metal seat.

eyes closed to feel the touch reach deep into his skin.

        his core.

               his overall being.

                      he was at peace at this very moment.

but a voice called out, asking if he needed space ( which he would often nod to and give himself time to think ).

but his body needed something else. maybe water. maybe food. 

or maybe comfort.

“  stay. if you wish, shōnen. ”

[horrormaestro-aa]

@OFANGUISH​  SENT :   🍎 an apologetic text. // brookes TEXT  SYMBOLS      ⁄      NOT  ACCEPTING.

                      —   send   🍎   for  an   apologetic   text.

𝐂𝐎𝐍𝐓𝐀𝐂𝐓  𝐈𝐃      —      𝐓𝐄𝐍𝐓𝐀𝐂𝐋𝐄  𝐏𝐎𝐑𝐍  🦑             msg.      ––––––      i  don’t  know  if  you’re  awake ,  i  know  it’s  late.             msg.      ––––––      i  just  needed  to  let  you  know  that  i’m  sorry.                                             for  everything.  i’ve  been  a  pain  in  this  ass  as                                             of  late.             msg.      ––––––      sike!  i  apologize  for  nothing.  i’m  not  sorry ,  i’ve                                             never  been  sorry ,  &  i  will  continue  to  not  be  the                                             least  bit  sorry.             msg.      ––––––      so  kiss  my  ass  &  put  up  with  it.

[lavmisc]

[ 𝑡𝑜 @ofanguish ( 𝑑𝑒𝑠𝑝𝑦 ), 𝑙𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑓𝑟𝑜𝑚 𝑖𝑏𝑢𝑠𝘩𝑖. ] "when you say nothing it's like you've stuck a knife in my side." 

silence often scares ibushi more times than necessary.

it often leaves him with errors and conversations left unsaid.

it reminded him too much of his break up with kenny.                          so why is he letting it continue for him and despy?

hands gently caress the now uncovered locks of hair. long.   untamed.              free.

and yet hidden behind a mask is that beautiful sight.

“  i’m sorry. i was kind of... thinking in my head instead of looking at you. ”  his eyes glaze over at the others image. 

perfection.

“  you’re beautiful. ”