#ofelieae

[riftedal-blog]

three-color dango <3

three-color dango:something you are looking forward toi’m looking forward for february to be over, and also for this summer when i’m going on a long hike with my brothers and my father (sadly my mom can’t make it, but we will make something fun for her when we get back!!). also i might visit norway and Inger (aka soolregn), which would be the most fun. i generally have good sense that this summer will be a great thing. 

[mercurieux]

You can tell a lot about someone from the music they listen to. Hit shuffle on your iPod or music player and list the first 10 songs to play, before nominating some other people

thank you summerlilac for tagging me ♥ (i really love your music taste!) 

01. austra - what we done 02. galaxie 500 - another day 03. cocorosie - hopscotch 04. mazzy star - blue light 05. mew - 156 06. yo la tengo - my little corner of the world 07. kate bush - in search of peter pan 08. beach house - zebra 09. the radio dept - pulling our weight 10. lou reed - perfect day

i tag: alporquia101, seabois, ofelieae, larmoyer, sylviaplatth & seralielle.

[mercurieux]

You and your new hair is very beautiful! I am sorry that you have been crying, though. Lots of love and strength to you, dear Merel!

oh petra, you are the kindest flower. thank you dearly ♥

[gilgamemesh]

ofelieae replied to your post “I honestly need to see a doctor not only because of my stomach...”

I hate when people are rude when you call to get a doctor's appointment etc. I can't really handle the things at the moment and my mom has to call to places and people are incredibly rude at her because I should be the one calling. Annoying.

No matter what you do the people behind phone seem to be pissed :/  And it's awful because then you?? don't want to call anymore?? I could be stabbed and still refusing to call because I dont want to deal with that kind of attitude omfg

[gilgamemesh]

8, 14, 36

8:Talk about the thing you are most proud of.

I was going to say something like "my high average when I graduated" or some other academical achievement. But then I realized those things are not what I'm the proudest of. 

My own characters and world-settings are those things. I value them more than anything else I have done, to be honest, and they are such an important part of me I couldn't live without. They're probably my biggest passion 

14:Talk about a vacation.

I visited Kuu back in December 2013 (I think it was that??) and we had a lot of fun and we watched Rose of Versailles together, and proceeded to make dumb jokes about it throughout my visit ; v ; 

36:Talk about your guilty pleasures.

OTOME GAMES. Dingle dang I love otome games, even though it's usually the heroine I would actually like to romance, haha. Very rarely it's /me/ who feels like he is dating the guys, it's usually me trying to pick the guy I think the heroine would be the best match with, haha. 

Idk is gore counted as guilty pleasure at this point but gonna mention it here anyway 

[sylphias]

ofelieae replied to your post: “I found out I get Tuesday’s off every week for this term; now I have a...”

Ohh this is so nice! I had always Friday free so my weekend was longer and it was so so nice.

yes it's is! i was off at noon on friday's last term so i know what you mean, it's so nice to have extra time off!

[gilgamemesh]

ofelieae replied to your post:I’m home 

Paljon tsemppiä jouluun! Jos tarvitset juttukaveria, mulle voi aina lähettää viestiä.

Kiitos, ja samoin sinne!! ; v ; / 

[gilgamemesh]

ofelieae replied to your post: 

I’m sure that you aren’t easily replaced!! You’re important and you matter. Believe me, it’s good not to feel that you want to die, nothing is more horrible than realizing that you don’t want to live any more minutes and still you keep breathing.

howling-on-the-radio replied to your post: 

No human being is easily replaced! The world would have been so different if you hadn’t existed. You should share these thoughts with a professional, they’d do a better job of helping than these replies will.

Thank you both, your replies mean me a lot ó A ò 

I know I have a desperate need for taking with a professional but I'm still stuck in a small place and I fear the only person who I could talk in this place turns out to be someone I can't trust (because while there are really good people out there, many talented professionals are not-so-professional when it comes to things like sexual- and gender minorities and dealing with their struggles)