Guys, I don't know what to say... I had no idea what to do, and melted like molding putty, and had neither balls nor brains to make things right on both ends, and I'm scared that I've lost a nice guy as a friend. People say that it'll only be temporary, but I doubt it. He's a nice guy, but I doubt fixing things up could be easy as letting time pass. I want him back so badly, and I wish what happened at that time didn't. I wish things were all dandy, but they aren't. There's a gap in my soul, and it has only one repair. My friend, I miss you dearly. I know you probably hate me, and I understand that. I don't hate you, though. You made things right in ways some people, including me, didn't and don't see. You are one-of-a-kind, an none could replace you even if they tried. You left a footprint in my soul that none could fill! Man, I can't find any other way to say this, and this way is what I know best. I miss ya, pal.











